I Was Told

Now I'm told to play games to get her back.?
To me that sounds wrong, going on wack.
Started a mess both inside and out
And now its all inside so you can't tell what I think bout
I was told if I lied and hid my feelings. She'd come back
2 me I wouldn't be the one kneeling.
Its so hard dealing with all these emotions.
I will do ne thing to get her back.

See…

Whatever I lack she had my back
But now I lost her
And a I need her, without her, a piece of me I lack.
I can't keep on track.
When She decides to take me again.
I'll show her this piece and she will see that leaving me was a mortal sin.

But…..?

What if the plan I was giving faults and my soul stays scathed.
Injured from her loss
My life lost, soul damaged no way 2 be brave or love
Wandering and lost no clue how 2 manage
Cause I made a mistake forever at a disadvantage fearing my heart 2 be broken. For the rest of my life
I got knocked out a stroken and the pain takes over
I almost don't want 2 ever get over
But even if we don't get back
Ill always have my first
She filled my heart with love
and broke it, she let it burst

WhytPAC? The Truth?

Tell me wha u think