realization of reality's impossible.. //
I mean it has to be, 'cause what's real, I don't know anymore.//
all my hopes throw'n out the door,//
had a dream I was rich, an' I woke up poor.//
lifes a bitch fo-real, wait.. maybe life's already over...//
and this, this is just limbo we in yo.//
and life's really heaven, we go; there after we die in death.//
we dead right now, I'm-a try holdin' my breath to die again.//
maybe where I end up'll be better then this place.//
I can; only prey, un-heard words absurd thoughts like frozen flames.//
or tha show "third watch", what's to come, only time can say.//
but what's time anyway, it never ends so why do we.//
or do we end, are our souls eternally free.//
can we trancend between two realitys.//
or are we really stuck here, fucked to be rushed by fear.//
until we dust our last year, rust our last gear.//
turn to dust and uncovered in a hundred years.//
I wonder an' ponder under prying ears.//
try'n'ta hear; what my thoughts are.//
that's hard, 'cause my thoughts are not thoughts but ambitions.//
planned missions to capture wishes and ditch this life I'm livin'.//
this life I've been given just isn't real to me.//
I need a release to a new reality...//
(spoken)
"yo, hommie, pass tha weed.."

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