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04-07-03, 02:40 PM | #1 | |
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laura......
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the story of my life is one long mistake
missed takes through scenes of the x rate i hate what ive done to myself and you im scared of the wrongness i must undo you slipped from me faster than water through a funnel visions of your face growing dim through a tunnel everytime i blink the distance grows greater and all i could think is that i did date her i fucked up more then my arms can reach a embrace could bring it back, but not my heart felt speech you want me back but you feel i must realize i can lose you to someone else, in a blink of these eyes i see your face in my mind every moment of existance but my mind is not mine, and your face is a great distance i miss you so much and i dont wanna play these games you know you want me back, and you know i can change you dont wanna date other people, or feel their arms strength you want my grip, you want me to be paint you want me around, and on every corner for you i can be there baby, if you would just trust for a few i can show my depth and how ive matured in days seeing you with someone else is an awaking suns rays i know where i am now, if you could please just trust me its asking alot, but youd get more than when you bust me dont play these games laura, youre my fucking girlfriend youre not my possession , youre there till the world ends you cant tell me you dont want me back in your life you cant tell me you dopnt dream of being my wife you cant tell me you dont wanna forgive you cant tell me without you i wouldnt want to live just open your eyes laura and tell me your heart dont gimmie this bullshit that itll just come apart im different than i was and im gonna change more everyday im getting more into what you could adore dont go out with other fucking losers im the only loser that you want, im the only loser my heart aches when i know that fuck is calling with every ring on that phone my heart keeps falling i can cry and cry till im dehydrating i can moan and moan and start migrating different destinations no matter how far and every time i stop ill turn around the car keep coming back to plead an end to games this is our life laura, and we're out for fame you cant tell me you want someone else you cant tell me youre heart is staying on the shelf you cant tell me you dont miss my stare you cant tell me that all this is fair so give up this shit laura youre my fucking woman your not his or theirs or anyone elses so come back to me and let me prove myself and clean up my messes i dont know if its a word but you get the frickin point ill give up anything laura, ill never pick up a joint im gonna have a job and youre love again quit resisting the opportunity, quit dating other men just give yourself up and be mine one more we cant grow without eachother, i\thats the real chore to miss and want and never have it back you cant love somone when youre always talkin crap i say crap cause thats what this is dating this guy hes just a fucking prick im your fucking man hes a fucking joke hes a rebound for you cause your heart was broke hes not what you want, hes a mender for your heart but i wanna be that i can play that part im writing and writing cause i cant stop my feeling i cant let you get far, i gotta keep reeling peddling anything to get you back home in my hear in my soul is where you should roam this isnt a joke , our hearts arent game boards our souls arent chess pieces moving in hoards this is us, this you this is danee this is melissa and rianna and me being manly this is my love, this is my truth this is my heart hanging in a booth waiting for you to pick it back up dump that other fuck and let me prove my love how long is this poem i havent stopped typing its easy to write when you cant stop crying its easy to hope when your down in your own shit its easy to dream when you dont wanna quit its easy to love when you got a grip on the handle its not easy to love when your hearts a burning candle when the wicks getting short and you feel the wax on your ass beginning to melt and you cant seem to pass the moment the second when you realize you were wrong when i found out that i shoulda put down the bong when i figured out that my love is a song that will keep on going till im dead in casket till my lungs cant pass another breath in the basket youre my fucking soul and ill keep repeating that to you |
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