desperate for a cause or a meaning at all.
feelings are lost or thrown all over the wall.
to drip and fall to the cold tiles of depression.
or to sit and stall and darken the mid section.
now i am currently confession i live a life of fight.
and current conditions had my future bright.
and then proceded to quickly turn out my light.
and why i really dont know as i sit and pray this night.
i used to beg for a life. but now i beg for a knife.
and to me death seems great not at all dark and scary.
today you were risen . and today i was buried.



a big part of me died today...just to let you know...


happy easter!..

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