inside i feel tha pain/
outside its still tha same/
stayin on top is hard to maintain/
days and days still dark wit gray skies/
built up pain is released through my cries/
told me you was my friend,you just a big lie/
but somehow ill survie and never die/
you want to hear my realness while hangin on tha edge of ur seat/
push me and ill make ya heart hit harder than neptunes beats/
i wanna grow up to be somebody and make success/
but i cant while livin at home and livin life thats full of stress/
i need you to be there and care,said you would,you sweared/
you sat down and shared your feelins bout life to me,nobody can compare to u/
as you left my heart i stared, thinkin you cared, now im scared/
as i sit back wonderin how u was like my dad and now u like a stranger/
im crazier than you so come around me dawg you bout to be in danger/
i wish you could look into my eyes and see tha hurtin you put in my body/
its called pain and sufferin and im sittinn wishin somethin would disembody me/
i kno i aint tha best thang but i wish i could put u in a world of happiness/
when life feels like its almost over i look at you and im so blessed/
lookin at you i think im in a dream cuz u so damn beautiful gurl/
so much you can do on this earth but alls i need is u in my world/
and while im here wit you homeboy we gon live it up/
u fuckin wit two hard life livin guys so fuck wit us will cut u up/
you was down wit me since day one/
instead of u bein like everyone else u stayed and didnt run/
id do anythin for you dawg dont matter what it is/
we can sit down,talk like me and handle our buis/
FINISHER
yall have been wit me this far so i love yall
but when all else fails can i count on you to be there wit me when my time is almost up....

this was based on how life is goin for me and talkin bout friends,and family....but so yall dont get it mixed up at tha end i talk about my gurl and my homeboy so yall dont think other shit...