This and Can't feel the love are the two deepest cuts from the album... Enjoy...


2 months, concrete, loves end after it begins,
no amount, conscience, bloods guilt breeds again...
breath again... woman, wife to mans accident,
actually, incidently the consequence of the coincidence becomes irrelevant...
1 TIME FOR THE HELL OF IT..
spoke death of my seed, now only 3 steps, 2 breaths and 1 door stand against it...
can't stomach my weakness, stare into her eyes,
can't face this, oblivious to self image, $315 not worth a life...
walkin slowly... joggin against my jargin,
"Father how could you..?" I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE..!
talkin hopefully she won't see my tears fallin,
"Daddy why do I have to die..?" tortured by fetus words of scorn...
Baby... no more can daddy watch you suffer,
"Daddy I have so much to live for..." But I don't want the hurt...
the pain... "Of course but please don't take me from my mother"
contemplating suicide for the unborn, "daddy I know it'll work..."


(chorus)
Left alone with my thoughts,
focused on pain to what I brought, HOW COULD YOU DO THIS...
cried for tears, none dropped,
fought against my own mind, face stood shocked, HOW COULD YOU SCREW UP..?!
Left alone with my thoughts,
focused on pain to what I brought, HOW COULD YOU DO THIS...
cried for tears, none dropped,
fought against my own mind, face stood shocked, HOW COULD YOU SCREW UP..?!


I'm... young... so I can't do,
"what..? Let's be real... I'm 20 years younger than you...
I'm cryin too... I don't want to die"
hand in hand, walkin, fresh blood drips off whirring machines...
stronger than me she is, Brandon this is our childs life,
shouldn't have gone through it if I couldn't go through it, it seems...
"blendin together the DNA, You and she,
you and me, you and we, don't do the abortion, thus we,
become a family divided in matromony,
not about the money... if you didn't want me should tried the cunni,
lingus, bring us to a higher form of equality,
it's a mystery your memory of yourself in this situation just slipped past reality..."
I'm facin my own morals, "I'm facin my own soul..."
leavin ya blood on my hands, "Stoppin the path to my goals...
I'm the begining of kemetian, could be meat or vegan lover,
none like me execpt thee than, but no other..."


(chorus)
Left alone with my thoughts,
focused on pain to what I brought, HOW COULD YOU DO THIS...
cried for tears, none dropped,
fought against my own mind, face stood shocked, HOW COULD YOU SCREW UP..?!
Left alone with my thoughts,
focused on pain to what I brought, HOW COULD YOU DO THIS...
cried for tears, none dropped,
fought against my own mind, face stood shocked, HOW COULD YOU SCREW UP..?!


I'm sorry, can't support my own let yours,
die, freeze to death, no heat, covers or hinges on the doors...
I'M SORRY..! What are you expectin..!?
"What am I expectin?! Love appreciation, hope to honor my father in every word from his lessons...
What's the first commandment?!" Thou shall not kill,
"foreal? Than tell me why I'm here after 439 birth control pills..?
It's destined... I see ya facial expression, you don't want to let me go,"
I know... Baby, I know...
So do you... the truth of you now brought to my attention...
"You always look in the mirror, Daddy I'm your reflection..."
Turn around now..! I cannot take this,
Dammit... I don't know how , life I'm willing to work for, I know we can make it...
"I'm fine now daddy, everything is going to be ok,
I didn't want to die with my little autistic brother on the way..."
when a man falls to the floor, stares up to the sky wonderin how he can endure,
sure, mistakes made before, as for now stand to correct them...
children placed on earth, not for regret but for protection,
Stand in the light of your reflections... Stand in the light of your reflections...