yo sometimes u jus start thinking about shit and this is what was on my mind

last night i thought about my life, and what's comming next
i can't stay on my Rapbattles forever, spittin out text
cause what da future holds fo Ice, is riches and gold
it's been my destiny since i was 9 years old
5 years later from when my pops left, and i was 4
pops gone so my moms don't guve a fuck no more
i had no money, no home, just 2 clips fo my fully loaded 9
I lost my family but now i think i'm loosing my mind
"my life is fucked" i said
listening to 50cent, wishing i was dead
many men wish death upon me, God knows it's True
maybe i should drop dis thug life, and start my life new
but don't cross me on da way, cause u might feel my AK's wrath
oh shit, there it goes again i need to start a new path
God please have mercey on my soul, and at life give me another shot
and please help dis young soul, not to have to take another shot
but some times i wanna be like BIG and Pac
but i an't shit, i can't get dis game on lock
15 years old, wit only a 9 and god on my side
life has me confused about my future, will i die or will i ryde???

holla at me if u feel me!!!!