Sometimes, the darkness in the sky shows how i feel//
I ask god why things are so hard, as i pray and kneel//
I get confused at times, with my mixed emothions//
people dont see how hard i try, the dont see my tru devotion//
my life at home, its somethin you'd see writtin by stephen king//
theres screamin, yellin,abusing, you never know what each day will bring//
I try to ignore it all, go on living each day//
byt no matter what, god seems to busy to answer anything i pray//
In school i pull of my fake smile and goofy act//
they only see a happy child, but happiness is what i really lack//
Im now lookin back, i see now how i really felt//
I had no one to fall back on, i only had myself//
There was no one who could understand the words i experessed//
i felt like such a fuck up, my whole life was a fuckin mess//
Im tryin to show all the youngins out there to never give up//
Just please, i know its hard, but trust me, just keep yo head up//
One day, you'll find that someone who will make u feel incredible//
and once you find them, hold on tight, and never let them go//
cuz you only got one chance, one life, so live to ur potential//
live out your dreams, do what u can to get by and get through//


Make yourself known, Make yourself powerful//
Make sure ur name is known, so they never forget you//


Payce...