Sup G's, its ma girls birthday tomorra, i wrote this straight off for her, its real personal and ma feelings, its simple n me fosure.....

Helen, i love you, dont ever forget it, i wont make you regret it....


i no how whack this sounds//
we came from differant back grounds//
you had your life all comfortable n stable//
had your direction and beliefs, always strivin to be who you wanna be//
me i was a dead beat, i sometimes struggled to eat//
i would fleat here and their, taken what wasent mine//
didnt care who i trampled on, aslong as i lived long//
theirs the fundamental differance//
u are all sweet and honest, never took nothin or hurt anyone//
where i was angry and depressed, sometimes couldent be botherd to get dressed//
always forgot about the rest, life was one big test//
i tried to stay true and believe and hope n prey//
but all i was looking for was to stray, find ma next prey//
**chorus**
I done some shitty things in ma life//
but now i wanna make you ma wife, for life//
i no we struggle but it always ends in a huggle//
life never tasted so sweet or felt so good//
i promice i wanna be with you for good//

i never forget the day i met you, i musta looked like a fool//
stupid whigga tryin to play it kool, proberly looked re un kool//
see from the moment i met ya, i new i needed ya//
i felt your warm arua, seen ur glow, i new i was proberly too low//
i remember your 1st words, "I dont always look like this"/
in truth i couldent give a shit, all i whanted was a kiss//
i hope your feelin this//
**chorus**
I done some shitty things in ma life//
but now i wanna make you ma wife, for life//
i no we struggle but it always ends in a huggle//
life never tasted so sweet or felt so good//
i promice i wanna be with you for good//

I remember when we stayed up late, always talkin about what we hate//
when always in ma mind i needed you, ma heart was yearning for you//
when u where at work, ma mind was burnin wid loss, u r the boss, of my heart//
when we used to part, u took ma heart with you//
u see being with out you for just 1 second hurt me bad, i used to get all mad//
i no it was ma bad, it makes me a sad fool//
but i couldent help it when i looked at you, my defences dropped//
faster then fences in gailforce winds, u blew me over//
**chorus**
I done some shitty things in ma life//
but now i wanna make you ma wife, for life//
i no we struggle but it always ends in a huggle//
life never tasted so sweet or felt so good//
i promice i wanna be with you for good//

then we finally got together, felt as good a mid summers day weather//
took u out for a meal, we made our deal, do you remember? it was last september//
I was so scared and confused, didnt whant ma heart to be abused or used//
i knew you where differant, but i couldent trust you//
i had never trusted or loved nobody, now ma heart was crying out for that feeling//
it was like a hunger burnin in side out, u cant imagine how i felt//
so i pushed you away, said some terrible things, didnt mean 1 of um no way//
then i thought i lossed you, couldent bring maself to live, only drink//
i was on the brink, of a cliff, didnt care if a fell or didnt//
i only new i needed you, then we got together again, made me become all sain//
now we livin together n everyday is like perfect whether//
leave u never will i, i'd rather fall n die//
i no im a wanker to live with, and u say im jealos n untrustin//
i do trust you, im just scared, ma feelin's cant be compared//
but i got you now, ring's in da post//
girl your the one i love the most//

you are appreciated........xxxxx