I jus wanna let yall know this is not a song about drug abuse, its a song about relationship abuse, but it hurt too much to use the actual boyfriends for this, so i used drugs as them. its about my best friend, dont like the wordplay, etc, thats cool, no problem, please jus dont hate on the topic of it, cause its all real, so I hope you like it.

Thought you was headed one way, but this drug had to throw your route
Now your trapped back in this circle, lost in the pain with no way out
The addiction grows stronger, never before have you felt this
As your trapped in this drug abuse, only knowing your helpless

Conceived from evil, born stuck, horrible surroundings, born into drugs
You were deprived love, not a hug, was high from denial and it was given a shrug
Addiction grows worst, 3 years old, described yer feelings, it was like my fears was told
Consumed so much you too turned for sale, as the addicts would view, leer and you's sold
Was used so much you was perma fried, then would be thrown to the side, you'd be hurt n cry
Now these drugs is makin you flirt n try, but as the overdose was occurin you was sure to die
Never a break, can't jus luck n shine, instead more abuse everyday you knew it was a fuckin crime
Wasn't allowed to up n whine, but yer world of pain rotated and you was trapped, gone and stuck n time
Then came an alternative, like a drug abuse patch, removed from evil and no longer trapped
Re-racked, new life out of the way of crack, on a new track never again to look back
You was movin on shit was as it seemed, ex phene now on a positive note, feelin clean
Like you woke up fo real, was all a bad dream, but this nice flow ends like a block in a stream
Wake up call, this is it, back to hate and pain, back to the abuse sendin you to straight insane
A great strain holdin you back to bein a crate trained dog doin what you's told, fates the name
Like you welcomed it back, allowed it into yer world, come on girl, lifes back on a down twirl
Like the spiral of a pearl, shits spinnin gon hearl as you enter a new phase in life, watch it unfirl

Thought you was headed one way, but this drug had to throw your route
Now your trapped back in this circle, lost in the pain with no way out
The addiction grows stronger, never before have you felt this
As your trapped in this drug abuse, only knowing your helpless

From oil to dope then acid to coke, shit was gettin heavier like you's bout to stroke
Never spoke up, like this abuse was a joke, now it's followed you fo years, you finally broke
Late teens, and a new high's in town, gettin messed up wit it to go out and jus fly around
Couldn't do it tho you'd try to ground, bound for life problems could only say bye for now
But this sick shit was always back see, wrapping around you suffocatin, so you'd ever be happy
If you lack thee power to leave intact it'll go attack spree and hurt you bad, so you was strapped see
Was never consoled when the drugs took control and this drug was cooked like smokin a done bowl
Unroll the memories of pain, rapily movin like a high strung stroll movin wit a hurt body and stung soul
Takin hit after hit wit no narcs in site, needed a new life but can't start in spite
Wouldn't move on and spark a fight or walk away and let the physical heal till yer heart was right
Hard drugs is gone but still got drug rejects hurtin you slowly, wit long term fucked effects
But can't rewind, pause stop or eject so you continue playin this shit and lettin it all deflect
To somethin else, and wait as it bit you again, findin a new high to please and fit you man
It was dumb, shit you stand there never quit and ran, now its hurtin again and hittin you DAMN!
Like you's a veg and there's a raptor in sight, and you allow it to attack wit yer laughter in spite
Nervously waitin a new day after the night, and move on wit yer life and a new chapter in life

Thought you was headed one way, but this drug had to throw your route
Now your trapped back in this circle, lost in the pain with no way out
The addiction grows stronger, never before have you felt this
As your trapped in this drug abuse, only knowing your helpless

Things was lookin better, less fear and scared, focusin more positively, lookin clear and stare
As yer ear is aired and bad thoughts is out as you tear and cared bout the minor tokes here and there
That you soon left behind, moved quickly away, say a prayer to your own god for a better day
Put away the pepper spray and let her stray, allowin for a happier face to permenently stay
On yer own like you would leave the cuffs and be on your own two feet again completely free from drugs
Wit the scars behind you, you can feel a hug and not slackin behind, fast paced ya dont need to lug
No more fractures and battered ravings of horrible times pickin up pieces and shattered shavings
Of evil and hate, scattered savings of past pain inflicted until you welcome a past flattered cravings
And feel fine at first, no pain, no more time of hurt, so you get closer and realise that yer minds been jerked
And find yer lurked into shadows, where you been grinded and murked, and you jus think fine insert
Till yer tears are back, now you pushin me out, gone, cause if this past addiction you jus say so long
Push me back outta yer life and move on, wit this thorn in your side bein hit back n forth like a game of ping pong
You broke yer wall, spoke up and shared wit me yer feelings of pain and trusted me caringly
As I grew more attached, and became scared of thee drugs comin back, but you was in therapy
And I will help, cause you my best friend, I always share wit you, love you forever and care for you
Delete the narcotics and tear em too, and if it comes back, girl, I love you and I'll always be there for you

Thought you was headed one way, but this drug had to throw your route
Now your trapped back in this circle, lost in the pain with no way out
The addiction grows stronger, never before have you felt this
As your trapped in this drug abuse, only knowing your helpless