alright this is my first drop...tell me wutchas think....lol

My life was happiness, now its flustered, accustomed to heat on the streat, so many people talk, but when they write sommin happens everybody starts laughen, you sound like a mercinairy, beats feelin kinda scary. beef cantagious to me, hate must be my destiny, surrounded by dead beats so i picked up a pen an a pad,an show the world that my styles mad, im only 15 rollen unstoppable, girls if your hot, your fair game to try an get rocked, kids slangin nobody got vocab in this game yo i dont use a thesourus wen i flow i use my brain lets shit grow im juz another lost one in our evalution, another teen taken up space createn polution.i'm so worried about everything and everyone. feelings so real got me lookin for a gun. to strive an thrive i strive. no matter no matter the habitat im caught in a bee hive. i go to school play it cool but relax shy, go home from a bad day lie in my bed and die. i no men arent suppose to cry wut happened wit I?focused on the future in life im my own tutor, im such a loser, im always on the computer. my last last girlfriend wut ever happined wit her? we was so right, now she got my life in a blur, mikey haven hopes an dreams was wrong, im so lost right now i cant go on i cant be strong. the days in my life seem so long.i wonna leave this earth for better or worse, god why me?? hate is suppose to be the devils curse!

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Open Mics
The Weathers Art
http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/showthread.php?t=108673
My Teenage Eyes
http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/sho...threadid=104850
Secluded
http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/sho...851#post1148851
Open Your Eyes
http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/sho...461#post1157461