A playa is what you thought you were
Was I not good enough...can you explain why her
Everynight I toss and turn thinking about you
What made you change your ways,what made you do the things that you do
I know it wasn't the fact that I was pregnant because thats what you wanted
Maybe it was the fact that you were married that had you haunted
After one year of marriage now you want to leave
I should've known that you had these kind of tricks up your sleave
Imagine a couple of years from now when your baby girl can understand
Shes gonna reach up looking for her daddy, shes gonna want to hold your hand
But she won't be able to because you walked out on you family
Who know she might cry everynight asking " Mommy doesn't daddy love me"
And then I'll tell her "yes he does baby, you're perfect in every way"
"It's me your daddy didn't love, It's because of me he wouldn't stay"
And when you do go to see your daughter and she doesn't want to be with you
Remeber this is the life you made for us, this is what we're going through
OR what if this new girl doesn't want you anymore and youre left with nothing else
Maybe then you'll understand what I'm going through, maybe you'll feel the pain that I felt
I gave up my dreams and everything that I had in lfie
Just because I knew one day I would be your wife
I wish there was a way that I could keep my daughter and turn back the hands of time
Because then I'd give my baby girl a real daddy...one who thinks with his heart and won't ever break mine