I'm trying to stand tall in life - but I fall behind
crazy thoughts keep on running through my mind.
Feeling suicidal reaching out for hope
keeping on feeling like a loser and learning how to cope.
Feeling miserable - as I wonder why...
feeling very much alive - but on the inside I die.
I wonder what I am, except a pain
feeling like no one cares, ... If I'd die, they'd prolly gain.
If I weren't here anymore... would anyone even cry?
I bet no one would look back, all eyes would stay dry.
And so I take the knife and cute real deep
feeling the pain, knowing soon my blood will seep.
I wonder what's gonna happen now, as my pulse begins to stop
but I can't go back, can't turn back the hands on the clock.
Either way, it's over,... as I willingly close my eyes
dying and still a loser - a loser who was too afraid to say his family 'goodbye'.

-- so if you're thinking of taking your life
please reconsider... and put down the knife --




Peace....