hey its been awhile but im back yet again anywho here it is...

I dont know when the next time will be when i see your smilin face//
I look up at the clouds, prayin to god to send you back to your right place//
I cant imange a life without you here secure, close by my side//
I once told you that things would never change, i hate to think that i lied//

Your sparkling blue eyes truly blew away all my cloudy days//
without you i wouldnt been able to part the shit and see my way//
Your tiny hands held me up like crutches, when you pain twice more//
bastard stealing you away, to scared to stand up, sinkin right throu the floor//

Some ppl dont relise what they rip apart with one simple act//
want to show them all the pain it causes, but im too slow to react//
theres always these what ifs runnin blindly throu my head//
wishin screams would mute and i'd wake up with you safe in your bed//

Your fragil mind is too young to possibly take all this hell in//
tryin to find words to put it in but no matter what its always gonna be a sin//
And as you turn around in the back of your car seat to wave good-bye//
i swallow hard, hold my head high, wish you all the best, givin in to all the pain and cry//

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