Pain is my single biggest fear/
I contain it but if it was 2 disappear/
Would my life be complete?/
Nope I can now only compete/
Against depression/
But if the very end of this session/
Arose a part of me would die/
Something that jubilation couldn’t rectify/
Because I only know internal suffering/
I realise now im discovering/
The only reason I still breath air/
Is because im use 2 all this despair/
That I witness all the time/
I believe I was the devils design/
2be-able 2 cope with pain/
Yet not allowing 1’s self 2 contain/
A shred of happiness/
So actually im glad joy is passing this/
Depressed infested joke in me/
Im just going2be the barer of pain like im suppose 2 be/