Tell me what ya'll think.

Sometimes I just drink just to think who I am when I can I cant stand to stand the man that I am...cos I've hid and I've ran but just understand I'm still under the hand of narcotics...and I'm rotting......from inside to out..and I scream and I shout I dont doubt that my days....are numbered...cos I've wondered through thundering heads...if I'm better off dead...when I've said what I've said ....my face just turns red...from the anger..just rising...comprising my lines cos I'm fighting my mind to find my own time...for control of my mind when I rhyme and I'm slick just to spit and I stick to the plan..and my hands are just shaking at random...COS

I just gone and drunk to much...last night...again/
When oh when will I realise my perceptions....just pretend/
I think I'm fine but wheres my mind...oh fuck...I'm dying/
Fuck that line..live till the end............or die trying/
I just gone and drunk to much...last night...again/
When oh when will I realise my perceptions....just pretend/
I think I'm fine but wheres my mind...oh fuck...I'm dying/
Fuck that line..live till the end............or die trying/

My brain feels like eggs..cos its scrambled and poached..when I wrote or I spoke its enchroached on...am I strong to respond to the wrong in my thoughts....when I fight just to find where they came from...so long in this pain...and it drains me away...am I willing to stay I cant say but sometimes....I just pray to be over...when I'm sober these...chains on my chest leave me begging for breath...my lifes such a mess..tell me how can I rest when the best of the best of whats left in my breath is the respect just to ask for a quick death...bless me oh lord...why am I being ignored and just scorned...I feel like im floored...while these haters are mourned and adored...if I died would my life be worth any price?...have u any advice...u dont know what its like to be losin your mind...cos I tried and I tried to be somewhat admired but u liers just heat me to fired...so I spark up this lighter to try and get higher my only escape is the fate I can can fake when I'm wired....Cos

I just gone and drunk to much...last night...again/
When oh when will I realise..my perceptions....just pretend/
I think I'm fine but wheres my mind...oh fuck...I'm dying/
Fuck that line..live till the end of time....or die trying/
I just gone and drunk to much...last night...again/
When oh when will I realise..my perceptions....just pretend/
I think I'm fine but wheres my mind...oh fuck...I'm dying/
Fuck that line..live till the end of time....or die trying/

So I reach for a bottle..dont stop till I'm blotto...just drown in my sorrows and wait for tomorrow...dont u follow how I just wallow in this hell...pretend that I'm well...cant speak so cant tell...if I fell would u be there to catch me...would u watch...would u warn me...stop or just floor me...scorn or adore me...we could all be deceased..if I died would u mourn me....or torch me...would I be burnt at the stake at this rate I might welcome that fate...fuck it bye now...I got a date with death and I'm already late/