yo yo.. yo.. damnn im so fucked up right now.. but yo.. this is deep shit..
i mean this shit 2.. read it for real.. u will get a feelin im tellin u..
check it..
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{{{talking}}
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the confusin in my brain got my body becomin insane..
she left alone in the world with only this feelin of only pain..

FEBUARY 27th up came a angel to bless me for 6 months..
best weeks of my life just begun, then the clouds blocked my sun..

and after this princess was crowned it took my whole world down..
SEPTEMBER first my souls been cursed but then it gets worse..
and one setence from dis queen and down came my world..(damn girll)

now i dont even know what to think,hope'n it was all a dream..
as reality hits me readin what she typed off the computer screen..

eyes filled with tears the terror of her gone forever hits me clear..
my thoughts of people get feirce and now its her mind i fear..

i said shit i didnt mean and im sorry soo sorry...
but im never gonna quit tryin to have u.. no1 can stop me..

the FACT is i want ur heart back and for it IM ASKIN!..
my person is glass filled, and its broken when u grasp him..

every second its you I see,and i have a wish of u wantin me...
cause when i dream its only u i see, I GAURNTEE..
and i will change in a insint if u come back to me!!..

i thought i was stronger it made me think i was wise..
and i never knew that my heart could control my mind!..
just because she left me and the loves remains behind!..

seems like we was to much in love to say good bye..
now we remain to strangers lookin for whats wrong and right!..

i cant stand how i feel, what i fear and whats to come!..
if i could i run i would but i still am desperate for ur love..

all these thoughts now capture my eyes theres nothing to hide..
now i walk the earth alone without the 1 i need by my side..
i sit in awe lookin at the sky for words to asnwer my whys..
this life has no lights no way out unless i learn to fly..

no longer will the sunshine warm me no longer will i be me..
ur already gone u never really wanting me back and sadly..
i will sit here and wait for a intispaited return to make me happy..

and at night on every star i wish on and it feels so right..
ur goin and already knowing that its a passage of time..
i will just sit her as ur prince and wait for u to step back into my life..

[[Acceplla]]
each step reminds me of u as we fell u began to slipp..
u can not feel the pain that i resist,even though it all its U i MISS!..

[[beat starts again]]

this feeling hasnt gone yet,that i never changed is what i re-gret..
but u will put my love to the test and i will still come out thee-best..
because no1 will be able to care for u with my -RE-SPECT!..

worse came this september and i accepted it lose to heaven..
give'n u notes and a necklace babi i know u remember..
and u i will leave NEVER, and to be with u IS FOR EVER!!

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{{{talking}} off the head...
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my face as the sky my eyes as clouds filled with rain to cry..
and i have a question for u and its as simple as.. why...

if u really miss me will that reallly leave soon..
do u even love me or do u just think u do?...

ive dug my self into lifes shit, and im not quick to quit?..
never cause u know being in love is based on friendships..

and the toughts of me finished is diminished in my hope..
wonderin how i can coep,i love her and that i know ..

i sit in front of a clock till ur return becomes reality..
my poor spirits got this hope of a good salary...
the clock ticks till it burys me, under 6 feet regretably..

either this is the start of something old in its newest form..
or is this what its come to and with pain it becomes more..

its like the rivers of this heart ran through each valley of ur heart..
more than pain that scars,im lonely..not me.. and fallin apart..

what 6 months dont me much? u think its .. just... love..
well girl it feels like pain now and my times have become rough..

but i know this distance is just makin us stronger as it brings us closer..
as i still wish i had one last night to hold her....


[[Accepella]]
but YO each time i think of u i feel this emtion hype for my heart..
and i still love u no matter what happens i will always love you .. but its hard when were apart..