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I'm juz blending in with the crowd
this way i dont feel so weak an down
a young king stripped of his crown
made fun of for no aparent reason
why do i keep on breathing an put up wit tha teazig...

im'a young boy searching for something to grasp, a reason ta laugh but i havent the fandist clue/
if you was me, wut wud you do, if you felt as if you was sick tryn'a get a grip but you slip through/
i juz blend in, bein my lonely self, putten on an act, attemp to rap seams as if i can survive wit that/
but how can i survive wen nobody no's im alive, zonen me out as if i wasnt about to have a panic attack/
lose my mind at any givin time, born wit one eye so in my fortune i cant view life right cuz im blind/
is that just an excuse for the betray of aginy i deny, talk politly to others in return i feel as if it was a crime/
maybe it has something to do wit the prime now a days, AMAZED, wit no satisfaction i equal subtraction/
me an a friend is a mathimatical term, i get burned take it a lesson learned im 0 of a pie fraction/
that the way i see it, i freeze these thoughts an plan my jokes a day a head of time, im stuck in the past/
strugglin, glass under water the pressure gettin larger i can feel the cracks im about to leak then smash/
Lien ta my parents wen i get home from school, about what happined bu really its juz my imagination/
i guess its good to tell a story wit exageration but wen it never happined i see its juz another hulusionation/
a sick sensation of bein loved but feel it will never happin so i sit in my room an feel the blades vibration/
blood starts leaking out my viens i cant feel the pain i can taste the rain this is my last temptation/

HOOK:
The struggle getting to much to bear
this is a sucide note a death that wasnt fair but i gotta make myself clear i gotta stop livin in fear
didnt continue breathing everything was misleading
nobody heard my screaming so here i come god
if you dont take me im scared of who will...but im lost in the fog
torture an no bliss i gotta exscape from this..im crying out..suicide fragments
i fell an cant get up im drowning in my own tears..i gotta get out'a here...

escape from my peers by the massives of blood shed, in my room on my bed is where you'll find my body dead/
a white face from bein left in the cold a letter to a perfect fold then critisize my demies wit wut was goin through my head/
At the Funeral im still dreaming but not breathing watching my casket go 6 feet deep wit demons/
is this worth the torture of bein alive sitten six feet deep wit a world nobody believes in/
i cant guide my peers, no gaurdian angel, why should i be anyways every time i get concealed/
another layer of my body got pealed me bein in'a struggle didnt apeal to the happy now liven reals/
dead an gone will my memories live on? or will i have to be re-incarnated an come back like chriest/
start hittin you'z harder then ali's full potential i'll show you suspenceful look at my unwanted life/
i tryed to do wuts right, but in the middle of the night, you drown me to the knife/
more pain then i cud handle hurt more then bein stabbed wit'a handle, but now im wit god an chriest/
dont shed a tear because im no longer here, you didn't persue my body's perfections/
im done an thats fine we all bound to go down a different road nobody goes the same direction/
i stopped breathing an met demons wut i did was out'a question take it as a misguided lesson...i did this for my own protection/

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Open Mics
The Weathers Art
http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/showthread.php?t=108673
My Teenage Eyes
http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/sho...threadid=104850
Secluded
http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/sho...851#post1148851
Open Your Eyes
http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/sho...461#post1157461