my heart is ripped torn like piece of paper
something untapeble can't be stapled back together
i'm shocked overwhelmed of the results caring causes
i've cared so much that loving turns to losses
the results pour down like a shower of rain out of my eyes
sooner or later the love begins fade and emotion starts to die
like an echo it is heard as a child begins to crie
thoughts wonder where did I go wrong
why did i let it get so far and theres werent as strong
i recieve advice that begins to cheer thee
i wish i can show you true pain and how hard it hits me
you were unique different from the others brought
but you are just the same not as special as i thought
why is it so hard to let you go and let my heart and emotion be free
why can't i just not care what you do and let you be
there are many things that i want to scream and yell
i am angry,frustrated,and sad and wish these feelings all to hell
to others eyes you werent attractive or appealing
but to me you were a angel who i thought i can take for the stealing
your age was drastic practically two years under
i didn't care though cause age is just a stupid number
i thought i showed how i felt by the sacrifices i have made
didnt know that special things can make one go insane
but i'm not the one to blame at this game you call a relationship
i have a heart and you had to speak words of hurt to put me through this shit
i am too good for you that's the only explanation for it
but i am fine and you know what your gonna hate it
cause your missing out on me a wonderful individual
i can't even believe i went through all this trouble
you couldn't tell me and hurt me to my face
but all that shows me is immaturity and aspects of disgrace
a couple weeks i spent with you but in realization just a waste
the word MATT is like poison to my ears
how can a four lettered word bring me to tears?
but i can't speak words and hate you no longer
cause i have a heart and it didnt kill me and now i am stronger...