I may be ill but that aint fo me to tell/
cuz i could give a shit! fukk 'heaven' i wanna go to 'hell'//
In school 'show n tell' i had nuttin to bring, seems i always used to 'fail'/
my 'rain' was always 'hail', so i'd pray n talk to 'Mary'/
home-life was worse cuz i was never treated 'fairly'//
wouldnt dare put a foot wrong cuz i new i'd get a 'beatin'/
peeps say i'm screwed up but dont u think that was the 'misstreatin'?//
an fuk all the emcees that i keep 'defeatin'/
maybe i'm just 'cold', shit ma place had no central 'heatin'//
never been one for 'repeatin' but the words 'help-me' kept scrollin through ma 'mind'/
peeps say i'm 'one-of-a-kind' but thats cuz of the hard life i've had i think you'll 'find'//
'Entwined' wit visions of a happy home were perceptions of 'Pain n hate'/
people thought i used to leave the house early so i'd never b 'late'/
truth is, if i 'hung' fists would b 'swung' an i'd b receivin em, shit was like 'fate'//
so i kno the visions of the happy home were just me 'dreamin'/
never one for 'sceamin cuz all i heard was 'screamin'//
a life wit no 'meanin' is wat i'm 'livin'/
never 'received' shit it was always me 'givin', then people ask me how ma bodies still 'dtiven'//
a strong person? damn, i dont kno any 'different'/
got maself to were i'm at so u damn right i'ma 'represent'//
"Biigie" said it best cuz 'i dont wanna live no mo'/
but now i met this girl an i aint really 'sure'//
could she b the one to turn ma mind 'pure'?..
a representative of beauty an thats on the 'inside'/
night after night to meet a girl like her i've 'cried'//
to have her by ma 'side' would fill me up wit 'pride'/
i nearlly lost er an i'd b a fool to let this chance 'slide'/
me obide? if 'needed', said she aint bout the money but like a 'princess' she'll b 'treated'//
so i guess i gotta say ma hearts been 'defeated'/
an girl the way i feel 4 u? love 'undisputed/////'



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