Trapped in a black box for crackin a cops skull wide open
He took my smokes n told me to shut up when i hadn't even spoken
The retched smell of these puke stained walls got me feelin nauseous
In such darkness i cant fall asleep, only sleep when knocked unconcious
Eyes wander thoughtless then i see the resemblence of this room
To what my future holds, pitch black, like my cop inflicted wounds
How did i place myself in this foresaken position i'm livin
I guess it goes back to when acceptance was makin wrong dicisions
Nothin gained from nights of crimes to afford booze n drugs
I still regret stabbing that man only to prove i was cool to thugs
I'm 22 now with no diploma, no talents, no one who cares
No one to say i love you, no one to look at who likes catchin u stare
I brought it on myself and i've grown accustomed to myself
My mind doesnt feel right though, maybe a psychiatrist might help

*food is slid under the door* "enjoy your cornbread motherfucker, hahahahahaha"

Whats that gaurd so happy about he works in solitary confinement
Guess upset he never became a real cop, laughin is how he hides it
I got three years left in this joint but i deserve it for a hit n run
Would've gotten life if they found the hidden murder gun
A rat runs in the corner, chewin on the remains of cornbread
Huggin my knees I ponder. this feels right, I deserve this torment
No matter how hard i try, I cant escape the life of a criminal
Its like my life is a u.s army commercial, devious and subliminal
No ones gonna hire a man charged of attempted murder
So I got no choice but to live crooked n commit more murders
But the people i killed were innocent, with a wife and children
How can i live with myself, i need to be jailed for life, i killed them
I belong in here, the streets ain't safe with me free to roam
I need a life of solitary confinement, i always need to be alone
My future and mind are one with darkness, i dont deserve the light of day

*door opens* "ok, get up, your goin back to your cell"

Please gaurd, say it was an accident, put me out of my misery
*stands in front of the gaurd*
its better this way

*click* *boom* *click* *boom*

Here I lay watchin the light reflect off the blood forming a crimson lake
And with my last ounce of life, blink one last time n watch the rat escape