yo i can't sleep cuz i'm too hungry, but i cant get myself to eat when all i've face was defeat, like a poem that's deep inside of you, you creep and try to hide everything inside, but when you get on the flip side you wish your shoes were tied, instead they hangin and you end up bruised, you say to hell wit these shoes! never enjoyed walkin in them anyway, you turn around now, wait until you get into my shoes one day, when you trip then bruise, look me in the eye and let me see if you have anything else to say, lesson learn to never grab what you just cant have, too damn bad no one sees the sadness within me, i use my quickness to hide this sickness i possess, sometimes i think if i were better of dead, so that my parents may lay me to rest for life, so i can get all of this shit off of my chest, this test is too hard for me to take jesus, i'm supposed to be normal? why is it sometimes i wake up from these seizures? sometimes i wish you would just take my life away cuz i have nothin to live for, you know i love my family so give me the capabilty to give more, they deserve this life more than i do, heavenly father i'm sorry that i have failed you! [gunshot]

need feedback yall.. and just to let yall know i just tried my best to get into a child's mind that can't enjoy life as long as we can.. so whether yallz feedback be bad or good.. they all apreciated.. thanks again yall.. holla at ya boy! 1!