Lifes been a blessing i just havent noticed its reward
Always been plugged in the socket i just fell over the chord
Thinking I had nothing, an nobody, but somebody loved me
Showed me they cared but i turned my back so slightly
Feelings i was scared of, i wasn't prepared for love
Just trapped inside open doors i couldnt walk out
Thinking i new life, but i was stuck in'a cold drought
Wind pushing me everyday 2wards my hopes an dreams
A typical teen, worried of bein shot by an angles beam
So I now sit and i pray, thank the lord for my immunity
Letting me lose in'a free willed inviromental community
Slit my wriste for stupidity,i cry for joy hear my apolige
I dont want your sympathy, Listen to my regrets thoroghly

I was never the type to bend or bugde i was'a stif board
I always thought people we're sharper then'a sword
Coming at me to slit my throught from ear to ear
Noticing now they just wanted to stop my tears
I judged people wrong all along thinking i was right
Franchizing other peoples lives and misjudging my life
Seems to me i was blind the time sence i was a seed
Wishing i can make things right an water me
Let my roots grow and take a good stance
Im'a camera, lemme take a picture of a chance
Watch me, stop me how, im gunna change my style
Stop behaven like a child An grow to elavate like'a freestyle
I played with, it was a mistake cuz it aint a toy
You showed me god, so hear crys of joy

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Open Mics
The Weathers Art
http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/showthread.php?t=108673
My Teenage Eyes
http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/sho...threadid=104850
Secluded
http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/sho...851#post1148851
Open Your Eyes
http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/sho...461#post1157461