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11-04-03, 02:36 PM | #1 | |
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time to cry
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wuddup, i just started writing so im open to suggestion but dont even post if your just gunna talk shit.
so cold and solo, so low,to much time to cry sit back, cross my arms and close my eyes questions in my head: why im still alive? shoulda died but barely escaped the grips of suicide my chest, rise and fall, wasted air again it coulda been a breath for one who didnt sin let the ink flow, easing my pressures with a pen close the eyes again, and slowly count back from ten asking god for forgiveness only heaven could send but i open my eyes and the feeling remains dwelling in this hole filled with darkness and pain restrained by the hate and my mind goes insane looking for an exit, i find myself to blame my heart turns black and pumps cold blood to my veins nothing is constant, time passes erratic the devil himself plots against me with tactic got me actin crazy, smokin herb like an addict tryin to hear god but all i hear is static falling down the wrong path in a disguise of plastic a spiderweb of toughts clouds my mind like smoke so lite up a blunt, hit it, then choke sin afer sin, intoxicated on rum and coke drowning in an ocean of frustration waiting for my senses, growin steady impatient trying to shake off this severe intoxication observing the world and questioning my placement i wasnt meant for this worl or this time evaluating this error, i realize it was mine feeling the only exit is death, but instead i write rhymes avoiding the ultimate sin, i apologize to god i regret the day i labled you a fraud - geniziz © |
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