This is something really deep and please don't sleep on this. I'm going through something really big right now and I would like to hear from everyone. I haven't asked for much beofre but now i ask to not sleep. thanks JT





This man this beast, So large and dangerous,

Giant of the world has been defeated,

by what you wounder and yell and ask,

defeated by his own emotions,

The pain and past has returned,

and ripped a sound heart back into havic,

remember the dead and how they died,

membering the connection i had with them,

and how so quickly it was taken from me,

right now i'm broken and can not speak,

tears run down my cheeks and I can't stop,

all at once it's rushing through my mind,

have have been broken and i'm so alone,

in this unstable ball i'm in, i feel i can't last,

just want to be at peace with my loved ones,

just want to see them once again,

I slip deeper and deeper into depression,

can't get up and or out,

so deep so scared and so alone,

please help me from this what i'm in,

i haven't cried like this for years,

and now it has broken me once again,

everything all built up came all at once,

and crushed this undeatable giant,

and what has done it were these emotions,

keyboard full of tears and heart in so much pain,

why? why did you have to die, I know it was in vein,

and i sit here so sad confused and broken,

because these emotions have ripped me apart,

and opened a hole to the past................,

why it came now, i now know so well,

today was a birthday or the creator of my mom,

one of the ones who started it all, my grandfather,

may you all rest in peace and be happy once again,

I love you and i'll try and stay strong,

your deaths have gotten to me deeper than before,

now i feel how much I really miss you all,

this family is depleting and anyone can be next,

i have been destroyed becasue of how i feel,

my emotions have broken me into tiny



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I went through an emotion break down and this was my way to vent it all out and get it all out of my system. I have mood swings like girls and kinda dropped down and now i'm better. I would still like to hear from you all. Thanks JT