This is something that I wrote recently and it means a lot to me. So please, dont sleep on it. There is a hidden message and hopefully you will all find it. Please dont sleep on this and please post your thoughts..thanks



What I thought was another day
Became something totally different
I heard the news and I began to cry
Was it true?
Yet it is in my hands in black and white

I should have known
I should have listened
How could someone hurt me like this?
Why?
What did I do to them?

It happened a little while ago
I’m the fourth soul that knows about it
The first two are the ones who committed it
A crime of hate
A crime that should have been avoided and wasn’t
I thought things were different,
Yet they are still the same
I thought my friend had changed
But he is exactly the same way he was before

Is it possible that some way this is my fault?
If I would have done something different
If I would have handled things a different way
I should have listened to everyone else
They all told me, yet I ignored them
A missing link is now found and unveiled and I cant bear it

I read it and began to cry
In an instant, I couldn’t hold myself up any longer
All of my strength left me as I brake down
I didn’t know what to do
Or what to think
I confided in my best friend, and he’s keeping me safe
He’s the only one that I can trust at this point
Besides a few from school, but I don’t want them to know.

I can no longer hold onto my relationship that I have
I cant bear it anymore and I’m sorry
I love you, but I cant bear it.
This isnt the way I wanted everything to turn out
We were going to get married, and have a family
But I cant
I wish I could but I cant

Now I will leave.
Go where no one can find me or even touch me
If they try, they wont like the consequences
I tried, but hope no longer exists
Thanks to what happened, I shall leave....









And never come back…



No one can bring me back now.....