*The End*

ruby rebel jealous of heckled heaven waters the freckles lesson~
lessen the jewels pure like pebbles and rock roads is testin~
My uber-ly jubilee shared by the passion of the moment~
in front of me flashin an omen i produce the omega wit wut i'm holdin~
stone cold and bold distraught is the beast i fought with my teeth~
to keep locked my mind in my mouth im the product of the streets~
return to the story i give u narrative never frail or lies~
i unfold the love from my hand and pray the man give me bail or i'll die~
derailed while i cry the block made me see with violent tinted lenses~
weeping its sensless census dont know those in pain from violence ended endins~
i chuckle as the pain sweeps over, call sorrow a janitor dusting my mind~
in g.o.d. i trust lustin after bustin something and thrusted in wrestling rustling grime~
stopping a heartbeat with a crimson tool of lucifer's bidding im losing my gripping~
choosing hell and abusing the privilege bringing contusions to the living~
nothing but time the story shows my pain and outlook of strife~
omega reviewed if you read between the lines now witness the alpha of life~
*The Beggining*
A baby is born to the sound of rumbling youth innocence embodied~
I young queen young teen she 15 cries while her son bleeds in her body~
Her wise thug nigga skipped town to avoid the glares of the grown~
the female's mental impaled her life impared where is her home?~
baby girl is without a roof her homegirls think she left for her house around 2~
black girl lost, i see u sittin on a nearby porch, i found you~
Eyes of diamond pools cascading over my heart i see you licking your wounds~
U wanted to be i.d-ed by a stick or a tomb never with you bickering is doom~
I love you baby boo im ashamed i left you but your heart is beggining to mend~
now u hang from a 3 dollar belt at your fallen son, the beggining and end~


i dont really know, i just let it pour out, i wanted it to fit into a box but i let my mind wander and came up with something totally different, two (possibly related depending on how u read it) stories, enjoy...1luv.