read this quicker then usual poems.....

I wish I was a baker so I could bake her a cake when Im sorry
stuff these words inside, jus to sugar coat my sincere apology
Takin a sip of my orange juice I concentrate on what to say
before it sinks into my pulp never to be spoken of, see plus
I can't focus, I would never say fuck us, its pure blur shit
excuse my language but ex's used me and thats not the point
its just sharp sides and corners, I?ll keep you away from them always
20 years I?ve looked all ways with no direction I walk astray
searching for that oz. of love, but you gave me a worlds weight
thought of 'I heart you' captures me as I watch that hart run thru
the woods and wonder would you someday sit on my tree branch ?
I promise no splinters, no other birds chirpin for your territory
read my love stories, but you'll never reach that last staircase
it never ends. How ironic.