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I been trying to write you something, but I wanted it perfect
I really don’t know what to say, because I've been a jerk, shit
Went berserk and quit, because I realized that I still love you
I’ve had to shove through, bid my ego adieu, I wanna hug you
And kiss you, till you understand how much I really miss you
I reminisce too, about all of the days before I became stupid
And ignored the fact, that I had really been blessed by cupid
He gave me the chance, shot the arrow at my perfect match
Threw the ball right at my face, took for granted I could catch
When you were the best thing, that I’ve ever caught to this day
An angel named Shea, without her my whole life’s in dismay
My life’s been a play, I been acting too much, ignoring the script
Thought if I stayed out of the puddles, I wouldn’t be able to slip
But I fell, flat on my back, open my eyes to find that I’m in hell
I could tell by the smell, I tried to yell for somebody to help
No one listened except you, after all the shit I put you through
You deserve to hear the truth, but I still wanna say thank you
If wasn’t able to talk to you, I would have gone crazy and blew
It would have just made things worse, like everything else I do
I’m not begging for forgiveness, I know that it takes time to heal
Tired of concealing my emotions, my world seems so surreal
Like am I behind the wheel? I’m not talking about an automobile
I’m talking about the way I feel, because I hit the banana peel
And now I’m down in a kneel, with my arms spread out wide
Hoping for at least a hug, to feel warmth again at my side
I’ve been missing it this whole time; I found that the earth is cold
I sold my soul to the devil, and sunk down to a lower level
Now I hear the sound of revel, and I’m having anxiety attacks
Cause I'm sitting on a question, could you ever take me back?