Yo Gramps...if you can hear me...listen up...i miss you...

I'm in a drastic state, confused on how lonelyness took your place
I Cray and wait, until one day i can see your smilen rose face
I never had a dad, but you carried me through life an i thank you
Gave me wut i never had, put down my strife,now what do i do?
Tired of searching and waiting, losing my inner patiance
For i call your name its humiliationg still wona grasp ya guidance
My rhyme schemes off, but it's hard to rhyme when you soft
Lost my goal an cause, prayes hopes and wishes because....
Of the father that i persued grandpa was my dad that i never new
I am who i am becuza you, opened my wings and begun to fly
For when i die, be waiting at the gate, og...tell my sis i said hi...
she was 5 when she died gug...you ever felt like this...huh
Critisized by peers from my fallen tears in class...im so confused
Paralized fears, i wish you was right here...im'a dead fuze...
Wit no spark...dead...cant be recharged...we talkin my heart..
it lost its beat the day ya was covered in blankets of dirt..start
to finish this piece..cuz i cant finish...so grandpa..rest in peace..

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Open Mics
The Weathers Art
http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/showthread.php?t=108673
My Teenage Eyes
http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/sho...threadid=104850
Secluded
http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/sho...851#post1148851
Open Your Eyes
http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/sho...461#post1157461