Pain slowly becomes useless,
Its past effect is no more.
Bigger problems are emerging,
Ones even slits don’t ignore.

This moment I am living,
Is one horrid deja vue.
With a stomach maybe growing,
I’m left without a clue.

With one mishap repeated,
It’s changed my vision upside down.
Looking through another’s eyes at myself,
Has changed this smile to a frown.

This living world and its wonders,
Use to leave me breathless at its sights.
But now with a thicker mind,
All I see is war and useless fights.

I miss the way life use to be,
But there’s no going back from here.
I force myself into the unknown land,
And the worse part is..I am my only fear!


~Tera~
DONT HATE

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