(Hook)
Yo i jus wish i could start from da start,
Cuz sometimes it feels like me world is fallin apart

(.:BlazE:.)
Yo 5 years ago i lost one of my best friends, I jus wish dis world would hurry up and end,
Found him wit a rope around his neck cuttin into his chin, now left with a funeral to attend
All these people blaming society, look back on wut my dad said "ill be back" i ask why he lied to me,
I jus sit and wish its not reality, and think how can i make it threw da struggle wit all dis anxiety
Make'n money by slangin drugs in school, but fuck it I look back and see dat dis world is crewl,
Da otha day my homie tryed to play me like a fool, not long before i set dis fire off wit all dis fuel
All these young teens out here strung out on meth, da only thing they not seein is death,
Runnin from da cop gettin caught out of breath, im gonna get shot on da spot endin up a sudden death
I been formaly ploting my suicide, but when i bring out da gun my balls jus run and hide,
My life is jus one big down hill slide, i ask god why do we have to live wit gun on our sides
Dawg im bout to start to retaliate, blastin at these foolz blackin out and cant concentrate,
Aint neva goin to make it to heaven at dis rate, shut da fuck up wit ur fake bling call gold plate

(Hook)
Yo i jus wish i could start from da start,
Cuz sometimes it feels like me world is fallin apart

Yo dis is fuckin syck......leave da feed......Pz hate if u want but i think its tight