I'm depressed. Very depressed. Barely anybody knows how depressed I am but I've actually contemplated suicide many of times. I've never pulled myself to ever attempt it but fuck... Life just fuckin' fucks you.

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Was he robbed of the ashphalt that cushioned his face?

So fuck it back, pussy.

Ignorant fuck...

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Was he robbed of the ashphalt that cushioned his face?

Shut up. Quit crying like a girl and man up.

hmmm...





Seek professional help.

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The world doesn't need you. we got 3 billion other homos like you.

just kill yourself.

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em ur mother is a crack whore kims a known slut so whats halie goin to be when she grews up?

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what are you depressed about?

no i agree kill yourself i garuntee you aint got it that hard... matta fact i know you aint got it that hard... if you are fortinate enough to have internet access you aint got it tough enough to kill yourself

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southbeachmiamiho

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L. Veracity speaks tha truth

*loves her* werd

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R.I.P. EAZY-E

Listen to Jazz.

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Guess who?...

...Paramik Fuckin'...

...Owns You!

Alright forget i even mentioned the whole suicide thing for a second 'cause ive been thinking about this for a long time:

About 99.9% of people living in north america or any part of the world think that they have it better or are superior to a group of people who have not been exposed to technology or even anything outside the world they live in...

Take for example people living in a rainforest or something on an island where little to no people have ever been. These tribes (yes, they do exist)... know nothing of t.v, hollywood, fashion, technology of any sort, housing, medicine... NOTHING. They live a life the way God intended them to. They deal with sickness or injury by their own methods... they hunt and cook their food by their own methods... They build their own shelters... They do everything the way a caveman would.

This poses the question: Is our life really better than theirs, or is our ignorance leaving us blind to how we should be living our lives?

Each day people are exposed to stresses. I could list 1000 if I had the time. Just to name off a few... I gotta worry about:
-education to get a solid job for the future
-living paycheck to paycheck
-holding down a job to support a family some day
-busting my ass 24/7 because the second I start to slip is the second my future gets fucked.

People living the way that they should be have to worry about much less things than a North American. Think about it. They don't have to worry about anything other than hunting, building shelter, and natural disasters.

These people don't have to worry about looking good, they dont have to be stressed out 24/7 about one thing or another. They hunt, eat, have fun doing whatever they do and then do it all over again. They wouldn't even find their lifestyle difficult at all because they were born into it and were raised to hunt for their entire lives. They have to worry about virtually nothing. And what's more, life still fascinates these people.

We are so ignorant thinking that we have it great in life because we have all these material goods. That's a crock of shit. Imagine for a second, living a life free of all the bullshit you have to deal with, fuck, you don't even gotta shower if you don't want to. Imagine living, being able to do whatever you want, however you want, whenever you want to...and nobody says a thing to you....

I wish I lived like that

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Was he robbed of the ashphalt that cushioned his face?

It depends on your view. I mean, once you get a taste of it, you crave more so once we got a taste of technology we kept getting more. You also have to remember there though that the death rate is much higher because of the lack of medicines, but the deaths are fewer depending on locations because of the lack on contamination.

Also it depends on how you weigh out life. Are the things you work for worth the pain you go through? If not, then you may want to reconsider what you are doing in life and try another plan. Everyday we all suffer but what we make out of the suffering defines us as a person. So in reality, is it ignorance, or is it the fact that we crave luxuries?

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