I found the intrumental to that

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im guess'n i miss Kareoke Night................sigh............i neva have any fun

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^lol....

Im high again Trace!

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Being high is real stupid.

Maybe when you guys grow up you'll realize it. And don't try to come in here saying that I wouldn't know anything about that. I used to smoke, but then I realized it was stupid.

Thank You. Have A Nice Day.

^no your stupid man

smokin weed might have been different for you because you have a good life, smokin weed takes my mind off all the personal shit that gets on my nervs and it gives me a few laughs in the day.

let me say this, "I have a bad life as of now"

maybe when I'm older I'll have a good life cause of my marks I have now but since I hit high school my marks have when up 50%

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Okay now I'm not trying to brag about my life. I'm not glorifying my past in any way. But in response to you saying that I have a good life.

I was born into a drug house. My parents both cracked out druggies with people always coming in and out to buy stuff. I lived in a shelter for 3 years of my life. I grew up in a "real" ghetto. If you ever get a chance, do some research on Vallejo, California. That is also where E-40 is from.

I lived in 3 different states in 2 years. Went to 6 different high schools. I've had a gun put to my head just for a damn CD player.

I used to sit around my house watching these people do drugs. There were MANY times that we didn't know if we would have dinner. Or even breakfast the next morning. There were times where my brothers and I had to sell drugs or steal money from people to make sure that my mom had enough money to pay the bills.

My parents still use drugs. They still are the same way. I watched my dad beat on my mom when I was just 6 years old. Can you imagine that? Seeing your own dad beat up your mom when your 6 years old.

My brothers were both in gangs. One got shot and was real close to dying due to the bullet being lodged in his chest.




Now again. I am NOT in any way trying to glorify my past or trying to act like some kinda "gangster" because I'm not. What I am trying to do is, show you that I survived ALL of this without depending on drugs to take my mind off of it. And hopefully you can do the same.

I don't live in a ghetto or ever have and I see where your coming from so I apologize but the thing is, weed isn't probably what your family was doin, they were probably doin rank needles and shit I don't wanna know about. All I wanna do is weed n shrooms. I'm not up for anything else cuz I have mad dreams to either play ball and maybe if I'm lucky get a contract wit a label. but yea man I can see where your coming from.

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meh i jusy get high to help ease stress in my life i have realized its pointless to get high every day and be like a pot head but its nice to be able to just get high every once in a while to get ya mind off shit thats been goin through your head as of late

and yeh i used to watch my dad beat on my mom all the time too..and not just my mom but my sister and me as well and i recieved the worst of it cuz he used a mini baseball bat on me all because he was an angry drunk..i also lived in a sort of ghetto but it wasnt nothing huge but it has its share of gang fights and other gang related shit like my friends house gettin shot up and people setting somone else's house on my block on fire......and we lived in like those houses that were all connected and shit so we got lucky the fire dpt put it out before other houses or my side of the block went up..also after i moved which wasnt far from where i lived it was just right outside of the city actually begining my junior yr (2 yrs ago) every october since then something has gone wrong......first one in my junior yr i had my very good friend die in a car accident while on his way to school...and then not too long later my other even closer friends dad who was the awesomest guy ever die of heart failures.....then i had 2 of my other friends go into coma's because they overdosed on pills they shouldnt have taken.....i think it was seizure pills and they drank nyquil bottles.....yeh one of em was found lying in the middle of the st and a passin car noticed and called 911......and then my senior yr i had one of my friends flip his truck numerous times and taking our a tree branch that was like a good 30 feet in the air (no lie) and he managed to only get like 8-12 stitches in his side by his ribcage and then another friend died in a car accident cuz she just like drove over the grass median on a highway and died (still nobody knows why or how she did) and then my friend has a tumor in her brain and it was cousing her very bad problems and she almost died from that..remind you these events occurred each october of those years around the same time......oh and the sept of my senior yr my good friend hung himself....and every friend that either died or almost died in my senior yr except my friend flippin his car were friends from where i used to live because i moved into maryland after thanksgiving of my junior yr.......and then luckily this oct all i was left with was a broken heart because my wonderful girlfriend and i broke up on our aniversary at that =/


now im not comparing my past in any way towards yours but yeah its just sometimes everything you try to do to get your mind off the past or he stress in life you cant....and thats why i thank weed for being able to just chill me out and i do go do like stupid shit when im high i love to just get high and chill........and get shit off my mind

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^Word...did a wake and bake

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That's why I got into rap. It gives me a way to let go of everything I've been through and struggles that I do go through.

Yeah they were doing that crap. But I'm just saying that there are other ways to deal with things that you go through.

Like, my brothers started off with weed and that lead into other things. Now if you just stay to that, then I applaud you.

But use all of that stuff you go through to make music, or to help other people that go through the same things as them..

yea man well you won't hear of me doin anything else besides weed n shrooms. I like gettin high but I don't like the effect it gives you after or how people stare at you when your high. Cause for some reason when I go somewher epublic like say the store to get some munch people stare at me wierd lol, I dont really care but it feels wierd ya know.

but yea man props.

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OK........................a arguement about smoke'n................

let me just clear things up...............No1 cares who smokes and who doesn't
in the end WE"RE ALL GOING TO DIE..................lmao

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hmmm..... Jea.... Static's Here

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wats good static..

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