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04-20-06, 08:37 PM | #16 | |||||
Not_Indeph
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IP: 8CA1 9141
Thursday, April 20th, 2006
To prevent being overly obvious..I'm gonna try not to say exactly how I feel or why I feel like it, this is like some half poem half rap thing I dunno wtf I'm on anymore. Instrumental I'm an organ doner but..its imported before the cororner it's torture, I dont think I can afford every quart of blood aborted joy, in a war with love, and yes, bored as fuck a shortage of doves, I stopped orbiting like jordan does the present is harsh the strain to let your heart depart complainin' marks the ache, hardships sink, while the harp is playin the music's your mind confusing your eyes, use it to try and puke the useless weakness and mute it inside and refuse the thought, I will never let it speak or hum.. but it often spoke in the heart that left, it used to beat its drum the melody left me speechless, but made me speak and think and gave me strength, and made me feel it was safe for me to blink so I closed my lids, broke the guard, and awoke to this... a stolen gift, a lonesome kid, I choke on my hope to spit... cause the sound told me exactly what the note was about but I'm goin without my instrumental why open my mouth? Eh, I dont even gotta reason to get on anymore. I'm out for the day Last edited by Indeph : 04-20-06 at 08:43 PM. |
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04-21-06, 05:54 PM | #17 | |||||||
I see dumb people
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IP: 3240 794D
yo my name is Indeph, son. I don't mean to talk no bull
And I seriously think I'm too cool, just to talk to SPuL HOLLA!!!!!!
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04-21-06, 09:16 PM | #18 | |||||
Not_Indeph
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IP: F9F0 389B
Lmfao I think I love you I need to get on aim. Hold.
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04-21-06, 10:46 PM | #19 | |||||||
I can rap and stuff.
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IP: 0DB5 3427
You spelled donor wrong.
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04-21-06, 10:48 PM | #20 | |||||||
I can rap and stuff.
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IP: 0DB5 3427
And coroner.
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04-22-06, 05:25 PM | #21 | ||||||
Yes you.
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IP: F7FA D5DC
im posting here to see my new avy
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04-22-06, 05:35 PM | #22 | |||||||
Oye...Tu Sabes..!!
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IP: 1F89 AAA5
see i won't post in here out of respect
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05-11-06, 03:27 AM | #23 | |||||
Not_Indeph
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IP: 0825 899A
May 11th, 2006
I lossed it for real, I came THIS close to poppin pills and overdose, but after a while I chose to stop and chill I'm sick of bitchin, welts in my wrist won't help or fix it next time I go to hell to visit, someone else is finished if I can kill myself, than I can take away a life with either choice I have no time or space make it right it must be in your genes to be able to keep a promise well lets see... they expect me to think they speech is honest and ignore the deciet and comments that contradict it constantly, but now you gotta learn to be optomistic the magic of love is there, but subtracted the buzz its like im an attict of something as drastic as drugs it might get sad, with your life's end inside the bag but you have to learn to love the good and like the bad just to cope cause now I'm comin' close to everything gettin rid of these hopes'll give me a stroke at 17 I would, block everybody, give em a note to let me be they'll hope i'm dead, but I should go ghost for several weeks will the other gender even remember my name? after december? after a second or minute or day? I guess fake emotion could explain most of this cause quote love quote, seems like a mind game showin it I shouldn't let her sense my moods, like I meant to do before cause now I'm in the shoes, that most women use the more I show the way I feel, I see a lack of caring and she flirts too, with boys and girls I guess im back to sharing I notice my faults, and know I'm overly pickey..... I sware to god I'm needy, but she supposed to be with me we lasted some months, I guess I'm askin too much now I just wanna know how long before I have to shoot up Last edited by Indeph : 05-11-06 at 03:32 AM. |
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05-12-06, 01:57 AM | #24 | |||||
Not_Indeph
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IP: 3240 794D
may 12th 06
I AM SO FUCKIN PARANOID RIGHT NOW, Bite cows? fuck you |
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05-13-06, 01:38 PM | #25 | |||||||
I see dumb people
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IP: 2818 AAE4
^stop talkin' bout cows son, I'll punch you in your teeth
Fuck biting cows, I'll cook 'em now, and show you beef!
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05-25-06, 02:00 AM | #26 | |||||
Not_Indeph
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IP: 7BE2 A0A1
People are useless. I hate you, ESPECIALLY YOU, YOU WHO CAN READ THIS. Beadless meadkiss.
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05-25-06, 06:36 AM | #27 | ||||||
Addicted
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IP: 5DC8 0813
woot egypt in 5 days! fuck u non-traveling, stuck-in-chi motherfuckers pcout
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05-26-06, 06:24 AM | #28 | |||||
Not_Indeph
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IP: 0825 899A
NEjji I miss you If you can read this know that I am currently beating off/thinking about you. MWahsluhslopsluhsluhslopsluhmwahsluhsluhslopmop... mmmmm....mwah
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05-26-06, 07:15 AM | #29 | |||||||
I see dumb people
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IP: C958 BFF7
[spul]womp womp womp womp, womp womp womp wom wom wom womp [/spul]
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05-26-06, 10:00 AM | #30 | ||||
NO SURRENDER
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IP: 3A9D 1961
This is a kinda dope diary.
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