Everyone has something that motivates them to continue going. If you knew that everyday after today was gonna be miserable and in the afterlife u were guarenteed hell you would just sya fuck it. You always need SOMETHING to keep you going. If you dont have a destination you're just walking in circles.

1. my girl Claudia
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word famz. Shit like in the day i live life care free. I just do me. i don't really think about why i live for. then at night. it hits me and i fuckin start trippin out. Like after you die. Your Gone bro. just blackness forever. and time is something man created. thats nothing. We'll be gone FOREVER. doesnt matter if the world blows up. the universe blows up. this and that. WE'RE STILL GONE. for ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever. thats the scary shit

why i live. for my mom. i like to see her happy. But i am a problem child. And all we really have is eachother ya feel me. So thats basically why i live. I dont live for myself. Im a bad fuckin child. my mom deserves to live more then me. so anything i do its to try and help her.

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word bruh
im feelin u on that
i mean me and my mom didnt have like a great relationship til like a few years ago
i mean we didnt hate eachother but its like we hardly knew eachother
then that shit hit me
and now we like real close
so i deffinately know what u talkin about

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We don't know what's in the afterlife. Yeah time is an illusion but it labels history to me. How else could we remember certain periods of life without it? The thought of truly being gone forever scares me, not really for myself cause I won't even notice it, but for certain people/person. Like damn imagine loving somebody and then knowing they don't even exist no more, and they don't even remember you. And it'll happen to you too... that's fuckin devistating to me. We'll all find out in the end I guess.

That's not even the case for me really. I could die right now and be slightly disapointed. I have certain goals I wanna accomplish before I go, plus like I said before I'm attached to certain people which was a huge mistake to begin with. Since being attached means utter disapointment when you're away -_-

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man we dont Want to live. its a natural instinct. its not something we do, It's our common sense. You dont see people going out and jumpin off belconys hoping to die. Naww man we live because either we afraid of dying or we're living for another person. Or just because it'd be better off living then dying

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I think its a good thing we don't know what happens after we die. If we knew beforehand we'd definetly prepare for it and be more reluctant to kill ourselves.

thats exactly true indeph. I figured out something in life. im not going to say because there would be a huge controversy over this. But yeah. And after i realised that. Im not scared too die. you'd figure it would make it worse but not really. When i thought about all the shit i was scared but when i figured out. I calmed down and realised.. Crying and complaining over this is completely stupid. Look at everybody else that died. what makes me different then any of them. especially the way i take advantage of my life. and people died for doing good deeds. while im causing problems.

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Well everything you do influences people in a negative and positive way. What's a bad or good deed depends on who's judging it. Some of the greatest things in history have been inspired by what most would consider bad. Like if my whole family was full of alcoholics and drug atticts, that would inspire me to not do it myself. Maybe even stop the flow of it in general. Just alot of things, what I try to do is instead of looking at the action itself, think about the cause of it and the effects itself. That leads to a bigger understanding.

Why not just cut to the chase and say it... There is no such thing as good or bad.

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Eh...

I live for heaps of reasons.......

I'm not just gonna sit here and give some superficial answer about music and women..

I guess the real reason I live is because I am a part of what makes up the now.. 2006... Right here..

Just like everyone else... If the world didnt have us all here, there would be no unique circumstances to record as having happened in this tiny pocket of time we live in.

Were all important in our own way...

Its got nothing to do with what matters most to us right now...

If there was a nuclear war next year and we all were forced to survive a harsh aftermath of viscious dictatorships and lawless wastelands where we had to take up arms and fight for our own survival.. I dont think music is going to be what you live for, more likly you would begin to live for freedom fighting and political agendas for the side you end up in.

Just like those who say they live for their girlfriend.... What if she dies or leaves you? Would you commit suicide because she was everything you ever lived for?

Probably not.

I guess my point is, that things do change... And its really not a suitible answer to just say you live for things that matter most to you only at this present time.

I'd rather just say I live for the day and wait untill I reach old age before I can answer questions like this from the more logical perspective of "what DID I live for?"

I mean shit, very few of you have even lived beyond 20 years so far...

You got a lot of life ahead of you to be already making assumptions on what your living for................

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im glad i live for my son...if there was nuclear war...i'd still live for him...
and bold...i have...you haven't

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good and bad need each other to exist...

if there was nothing in this world that was bad...how would we know if it was good?...and vice versa...

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To Be Honest...I Don't Know Why I Bothered

What you have described is the concept of yin and yang. Pretty much everything falls into that category.

There IS good and bad in some ways, but situations can not be considered good or bad, so in that sense good and bad do not exist.

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