How can you make a future for yourself even with all that shit? Your car will rust, your house will eventually be no more, your body won't need food 6ft under the ground.

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I can do whatever I want in the future. Right now, it looks as though I'll end up as a psychologist if I continue on the road I'm on, but I can change my mind if I want to.

The only reason you look forward to that and desire that shit is because you are trying to find happiness. I never told you that happiness was living under a bridge drinking cheap liquor and getting angry at everyone else for being materialistic. What I am telling you is that happiness ISN'T two cars, a big house, a hot wife and a stable job.

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There are people who live happily without those things.

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and there are also people that stay living miserable without those things.

Tzar, of course there is, but there are also miserable people that have houses, jobs, and cars.

You don't need those things to live. Homeless people don't have jobs or anything, and they still survive. There are people who grow their own food.

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I see what your saying. Theres Yin and Yang to this entire thing. Alot of people who aint got shit, they ARE physically alive, but mentally and emotionally, there dead to the world. In the way of influence over others, there dead to the world, in the way of human acknowledgement, they are, dead to the world. To me thats living to die. So to me, thats not a form of life, even though life is somewhat a gateway to what evers after this, I feel your actions here on so called "earth" are a reflection of were you go "after" here.
But end a the day, I have no clue whats after this "so called life" so Im'a make the most of it while I can, and by make the most, I mean, live it the fuck up, do what I can to get money to support whatever Im doing at that time. Weather its putting out a CD/Mixtape or simply tryna get enough cash to get on the skulls that night. A life with no ambitions and no need, is a life not lived.

You must feel terrible if you live for another life after this one. That literally IS living to die. Or is it living to live? Oh well, same thing.

Anyway, good shit. Living it up is what life is all about.

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im bored and am lookin for somethin to do. and aint got it. if i didn't look for somethin to do and figured i've already had something to do, i would miss out on a much funner time than if i stayed content with doing nothing fun.

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First, I was drunk as fuck when I wrote that, But im not living to go to "another life" trust me, I live for today, im just aware that theres more to this then earth, there has to be, otherwise I want a refund