honestly its a slow process or what i call a slow fade back into it. works the same way when you backslide.. adapted the idea from casting crowns. i havnt been perfect but ill get back into it. environment just sucks. ive made a couple angry tracks to try to get everything out. learned how to mix and master for the most part. time to get this ish together..

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"the loudest one in the room is the weakest"- frank lucas..

truthfully, im not sure if i can even stop lifting weights, ive tried to channel my anger through just music and have wrote about 5 songs in the last week. i didnt realize how much of a pissed off person i am.

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"the loudest one in the room is the weakest"- frank lucas..

Put on Dark Side Of The Moon, lay down and just enjoy.

Expressing anger through songs and through weightlifting only makes you think of your anger and it's not going to disappear when the only thing on your mind through music is anger and your motivation behind bettering yourself psychically is anger.

Put on a nice chill record, I suggest checking out Grails - The Burden Of Hope.

I'll get you started:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dDfNTxw4HyQ

Maybe read a book?

Chill, life ain't that bad man. You're wearing clothes, you're eating food, you're on RapVerse. It could be worse.

^^ This my dude right here but honestly I disagree with him right now. LIFTING WEIGHTS WITH ANGER IS THE BEST!!!! Hahahaa

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Adam=Dr Phil of Rapverse

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you idiots need to go there

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nothing wrong or weird or lame or dumb about turning to jesus/god, i mean i go to church now a doay's often as poss. cool talk, get at me if ya ever wanna talk my chrymie.

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good looking out with the music adam, definitely calmed me down. but as soon as i take off the head phones its back to the stress. i see what your saying about using anger to drive me, i just figure i may as well try to use it to my advantage rather then being pissed off. i dont claim it to be horrible cause i can only imagine what its like in a third world country but its definitely lower class.. i mean most of my clothes are torn up, im eating off food stamps, but your right i do have internet, and i have a studio. theres a lot of people that dont and have it worse.
and valor, you have a myspace?

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"the loudest one in the room is the weakest"- frank lucas..

facebook bruv................

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Can I be honest with you? Like completely honest?

I've never had beef with you once, infact whenever I see people on this site try and talk shit to you to get a rise out of you, it never works, you never lose your cool and you always seem to just discuss it in a respectful manner. I like you as a person. But now for the honest part.... if you're going to cancel a gym membership cuz of that, then you're stupid brah. If you can't afford one anymore, I could understand that. But if you're gonna quit going to the gym cuz of that, you're stupid. That's the healthiest shit you can do, it doesn't just make your body healthy is makes your mind healthy, working out and being fit just makes you feel better all around. If you've been going for that long then you know what I'm saying. And ok you don't want to do body building anymore then that's cool but there's A LOT of other ways to train and still be fit.

CROSSFIT CROSSFIT CROSSFIT

^^ That's all I gotta say regarding that. Proper crossfit for a month and you'll never go back to body building man.

Or you could join an MMA gym. Or there's always cardio workouts, plyometrics, calisthenic workouts etc...

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yeah, im usually a calm person, (but not recently) ive had a few drunken rampages on here lol..im usually a calm person because i dont feel i have anything to prove. ive avoided a lot of fights over the years.
but i looked up crossfit training, i think im gonna start doing it.
i recently hung up my punching bag from and against the tree in the backyard and have been hitting it and i duck taped two butter knives and have been working on my knife game, ill go a couple minutes on the bag then move to a little weight lifting then back to the bag. i want to start training krav maga but i dont have the money right now.. so im stuck training like rockey for now.
and its funny i started mma about 6 years ago to step my game up against your average fighter,now everyones a cage fighter so now ive got to step it up again and fight dirty or to win. so im youtubing everything im learning. improvised weapons ect... what are they teaching you in the canadian military?

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"the loudest one in the room is the weakest"- frank lucas..

Sorry, I come off wrong with the "not going anywhere after you die" it was sort of just typed for lack of better words. It was more intended to mean that after death were not going to be arriving at Heaven or Hell, rather someplace else.

I don't believe that this life is our only life, I have no idea what happens next, but I don't think it all ends. Our bodies will end and they will be buried or turned to ash, but our souls have a far greater journey ahead of them than this life.

People turn to religion in times of doubt and weakness. That's why recovering addicts, people in prison and others in low places always seem to "find" God at these times. It's really easy to imagine and make believe in something when you have nothing at all. I mean, if I woke up tomorrow and found myself on the street with no family and no friends, no money, who else would I turn to? Well, honestly, I'd just get my shit together and try to get back on my feet, but most people are weak minded and search for a different means of help.

Also let me clarify that when I say "God" I'm not only referring to the Christian's interpretation, Jesus or anybody else's imagination, but rather all of them.

A bit off topic, but still on the same page. I was actually impressed when I was watching an interview with members both for and against the construction of the Mosque at ground zero (where the twin towers once stood) when one of the Muslim's rebutted to a an argument and said, "This is a place for members of every religion to come and worship God. There will be divided sections for each religion to come in and mourn, pray, and worship their God. We're all praying to the same God anyway, we just believe in a different way to reach him." A very intelligent and respectful way to look at the situation and of course the Christian replied, "America was founded on Christianity so it should get the top floor being that it's closer to God." While the other Christians in the argument agreed, instead of arguing the Muslim just closed his mouth and nodded his head and I laughed at how ignorant some people can be.

It's funny, religion has honestly become a competition to Christians. I mean, it's really just America and their way of thinking but the only reason they think this way is because they were raised on it. "GOD BLESS AMERICA!" Everyday at school having God pushed on you, the president having to be a Christian to be elected. It's a fucking joke, you can replace Christianity with any other religion and start over and you'd all do the same shit just to a different name and different book. The only reason you're turning to Jesus and not picking up the Qur'an is because you were born in North America.

Have you even ever seen a Qur'an? I mean fuck, there's a higher Muslim population in the world than there is Christian but you don't know jack shit about it because you come from an arrogant country with no culture and no idea about what's going on in the world except for what's outside your front door. That's exactly what your country wants though. Be a good ol' Christian, fuck those Muslims, then when it's time to take their oil we'll have more reasons to hate them and believe it's a good idea!

You know what other population is growing? Atheism and Agnosticism. You know why? Because we're evolving and actually using our minds to discover there's more out there than what we've been told.

Think yourself, love one another for yourself, do what you think is right because you think it's right. You have a mind and the knowledge of what's morally correct and what isn't. If you want to be a good person, be a good person. If you are a good person and you die being a good person and there turns out to be a Heaven and Hell, if God doesn't accept you into his "Kingdom of Heaven" for being a good person, why the fuck would you want to be there anyways?

God, like the people who lead our countries and make important decisions don't want you to have knowledge and don't want you to better yourself. There is even examples in the Bible where there is proven. What kind of God is that? Humans were communicating so well and building a tower to reach Heaven so God stepped in and split everybody up, dived them all over the world and created different languages to stop us from moving forward. If there is a God, why would you want to follow that type of person? A jealous, racist, homophobic asshole?

Think for youself man, I can't express that enough, think for yourself.

"It's funny, religion has honestly become a competition to Christians. I mean, it's really just America and their way of thinking but the only reason they think this way is because they were raised on it. "GOD BLESS AMERICA!" Everyday at school having God pushed on you, the president having to be a Christian to be elected. It's a fucking joke, you can replace Christianity with any other religion and start over and you'd all do the same shit just to a different name and different book. The only reason you're turning to Jesus and not picking up the Qur'an is because you were born in North America."

So true. Especially about the president absolutely having to be Christian in order to be elected. That's fucked up man. Muh fuckas were tripping so hard over that conspiracy theory that Obama was actually a Muslim and his name even sounded Muslim. So fucking what. So you were on his dick when he was a christian but refuse him as your president if he's muslim? Cuz being muslim is really going to affect your ability to run a country over being a christian right?

and when fucking rapists and child molestors and serial killers talk about how much better of a person they are because they found Jesus that shit makes me so sick to my stomach it's honestly disgusting to see. You aren't a better person, you're still the same fucking scum bag you always were.

If YOUR God is going to let a fucking serial killing child rapist into his mother fucking heaven just cuz the motherfucker accepted Jesus into his heart, but then banish me to hell for all eternity just cuz i'm a motherfucking Jew, then motherfuck your motherfucking God, BITCH!!! I don't wanna be in a heaven that's full of scum-bags anyways. I rather fucking chill with my good-hearted Jew homies and native indians who DIDN'T treat mother nature like shit and just chill out in hell, make some marshmellows over the fire and talk about ghost stories or for the jews the stock market crash which is equally terrifying.

Yea fucking suck it.

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wtf @ these book long posts

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Jesus SAVES ALL who seek refuge in him, honestly, as equally terrible as it can seem it also shows Gods amazing and unfailing Love, and the absolution of his Justice. Jesus hung out with the sinners, not to be like them but to save them, the lost are the ones who need to be found most. As far as the part about going to hell because you are a Jew, Gods word is clear, it doesn't matter what or who you are, salvation is in Jesus Christ and accepting him as your Lord and Savior, which is no different for someone who isn't Jewish. Also, as far as every post that said Religion (Which I don't practice), but (for the sake of this post I'll say I partake in, I'm actually a Born Again believer, I have a personal relationship with Christ, don't label me) but, those that said it was for the weak don't understand the strength it takes to stay faithful, to always turn to God, in all things, and to restrain from temptation in all forms.

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