let me see the greatfulness that rests inside of this planet
another gun shot through the night and all this shit inherits
some more demerits, this trick has got me feeling it deep in my skin
im tired of diminishing of it this is what keeps me tied from within
another sinful day and blissful night what can you do
scream and shout as im about to make it right for all of you
what is it that demands regret for all that leeks out in a sec
tired of seeing bodys hanging from there necks screaming for respect
lashing out from the best till there aint nothing left in the nest
aint a soul remaining another man straining to take the test
every birth on earth brings training and racing to a new height
as the curse grows girth you pleading the demon for yet another fight
cuz the shits got worse its not getting better through the night
what is there left to do this man aint ready to see the light
got so much in him, the strength gets rougher without repent
where its at the point where he’s at the brink of his life, its all spent
out of focus, of out reality, just the loss of another man’s animosity
strong hold of will aint no time left to kill, he’s at the blink of adversity
the shrill and thrill of his life show the ups and downs of a fight
as he’s about to get grilled from existence let his courage seek through the night


expression is so fertile makes you an individual versatile
ready on command to strike and state every fact of your life with a smile
because your mind is all figured out not like a match that cant be lit
trying so hard to find what’s right but cant break through the ice its so thick
and this whole life is so rich, how do you live through it
envy and thirst for greed, why does it have to be like this
im tired of living my life as a fake taking hope desperately through the walls of this gate
cuz im seeing double of mistakes and there’s no way to recreate
something better for all of us to intake
as I leek out on this page another dose of reality for you to shake
stir it with some real shit to get you off of this mask that’s for long been extinct
best to re think and try to re link the messages to your head
swollen and no longer flowing through your blood, be better dead
or laying hospitalized in a bed no longer feeling pain
morphine kicking in to stop the horrid strains or blood stains
getting punched back by the real of this world in a second or two
its impossible to renew or reenact another tactic to live true to
all the seconds tick of the clock and the urgency of life feels out of hand
unlike the swollen glands your time on this earth is something you aint got to withstand


to succumb to the hum of the world, got me rapped up in a curl
dazed with a girl, caged and raged with the dealing of this twirl
in my brain, been slained twice with the roll of the dice
more pain, more injuries got me demanding for some ice
one more decision to make whether or not I should take
the opportunity that knocks at my door late in the night
with the state of mind that’s got me ready to fight
with any vengeance I repeat another beat without the fright
without the sight of letting go of more chances straight through the door
down to the floor my empty heart’s even more poor
and getting sore from all this hurt cuz all this gore is going berserk
in jolts of surge, this bolt of lighting has given surge
to stay true and strong to every song and every curse that follows me
another dash of energy to keep me clear of all disease
and all inflicted pain that attracts to thee like dust to an allergy
this seed keeps growing into its own unique personality
versatile style is being rewarded through the biggest industry

Holy shit that's long... shorten it down and I guarantee you'll get more replies...

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