i never actually had the heart to try,
now all i can ask myself, is why?
inside ur mind i wated to stay,
but u forgot me at the beginnin of a new day.
to feel u in my arms woulda been coo,
given the chance to tell u, I Love You.
i know time is of the essence,
but next to me, i never felt ur pressence.
my feelins of love were never physical,
it wasn't lust but it was celestial.
it was never about how u looked,
that was always mistook,
it was always about how u made me feel,
like pain wasn't real.
all mental pains were dismissed,
cuz around u they didnt exist.
the sound of your voice resulted in my bliss,
my next birthday wish, is for a long waited kiss.
wonderin why things ended this way,
things i never told u that i wanted to say.
the way i rue eats at my mind,
what to do next i cannot find.
u showed me smiles and interest,
how could i like u any less.
not afraid to be who u are,
i dont mind, cuz ur my shinin star.
when love crossed my mind,
i coulda swore you and i were one of a kind.
i wanted our ordeal to last,
but now it all rests in the past.
im the type u'll find leal,
so dont worry about girls comin for the steal.
when u came along,
believe that my feelins woulda stayed strong.
the touch of my hand to ur cheek,
is the type of comfort i desire to seek.
i want to go back to how we acted around each other,
all close and childish around each other.
the way ur beautiful mind works,
knowin im not in it hurts.
im constantly imaginin ur lips against mine,
but we can only be more distant at this time.
i regret everytime i see u with him,
now our future seems so dim.
i stayed and waited for so long,
at this state, waiting seems wrong.
as much as i want to hold on,
as much as i want to hold our bond.
i have to sooner or later let u go,
or at least keep how im feelin on the down low.
i never wanted us in an awkward situation,
though love was my only intention.
all i wanted was us to fall in love,
all we needed in the right direction was a shove.
i was only able to think of how u felt for me,
but i know u liked me more than anybody.
i shoulda caught on to ur hints and clues,
i was nervous, take a walk in my shoes.
i like hearin ur laugh,
plus ur smile, thats easy math.
even though ur not perfect,
the way u make me feel, i cant mind it.
days and weeks pass by slowly,
thoughts about u leave me sad and lonely.
mr. telephone man, theres something wrong with my life,
it seem unlikely, i'll be able to make this girl my wife.
ever since the day we first met,
im still not over u yet.
i handled my feelins the wrong way,
i regret it all, even to this day.
theres so much more to be said,
but i dont want to keep writin, i want this poem to be read.