I sit back tilt my head and I just reminisce
..About my life and how its just full of shit
Rather than full of bliss just sit and listen
While I take you back to the days
..That I used to glisten


Given birth by my mother I guess you could call it a gift
My parents opened the box just to find a pile of shit
They didn't complain, they tried to raise me right
I didn't want to live but their love just made me fight
Strong minded on the streets but thats to say the least
No one wanted to brag for not having shoes on their feets
I listen to rap and hear people rave about there hoood
Like how you represent shit that did you no good?
My life has been wasted to selling drugs and shit
Wake up and do it again, I've had enough of it
But it's how I get my money even though it tires me
Shit I can't even get a job cause no one will hire me
I'm not one to complain I'll stay silent and hang tight
Even though my soul is good I know this shit aint right
My parents have given up they simply know that its over
As the weight of the world gets heavier and crushes my shoulder
Theres nothing left to do dont even give me a bitch
Cuz im done with this shit ima just start slitting my wrists


So much for glistening..nothing even happened
Just sold drugs while strangers called me a savage
Was searching for a girl to call us You and I
But I fell short of life and subsided to suicicde