hate onthis for being poetic
hate on it for being about a girl
but when i record it and you hear how fucking awsome it flows
you can hate on my nut sack

Im going for a style that sounds like The Grouch from "LL"

peace
-BMUSE


I look into the mirror to see the fear upon my face
displaced with emotions that were laced and left me traced

Back to the start , before the planet fell apart.
But I guess I wasn’t smart enough to this was no broken heart

This was just another song, another day but now its gone
Because for to long I told myself I was never wrong

But I knew it all along I was ling to my self
Like I wanted you to think that I could be somebody else

Now the picture on the shelf in just an empty frame
I wish that every day I could give away the blame

Just the same what doesn’t kill me only makes me stronger
But I never really got there if I had a little longer

I could have showed that this wasn’t just game I like to play
But a sickness that I have to live and deal with every day

Just because the words I say depict a story I don’t live
doesn’t mean you couldn’t understand and maybe just forgive

That the life I really live is just a lonely one at that
Where I stand alone, And even though ill never get you back

The only fact I need to know is that it wasn’t all may fault
And even though the words you say to me just seem to fill my wounds with salt

Your still the looser by default ,it didn’t have to be this way
But the dream you claimed we had became a game I couldn’t play

Now with every word you say I wonder what we could have done
Is this the way it all will end or has this nightmare just begun

I’ve sung the air out from my lungs and knocked the sense out my head
I’ve left the vocals on repeat no other words need to be said

Instead ill let the silent scene depict what I could never do
Now I’m lost inside the memories that I have because of you

And now I don’t know what to do I try to throw it all away
But the force behind her evil spell just never seems to fade

This charade of show and tell has gone on for long enough
I’m standing her to face those fears I’m calling out your bluff

Your not as tough as you come off I see through your disguise
I’ve learned that when it comes to you to not look in your eyes

And I despise the fact you think That I was just another pawn
To be placed with in your game what will you do now that im gone

This flows over the XZibit beat "poperatzi" This is a snipit i did in my room and it sounds liek shit but its an idea. Ill try to do it in the studio tomorrow if i have time.


http://www.geocities.com/bendong5000/bensnewsong.mp3

it was okay but it could be better