This aint a song or nuthin it's just some things I wrote when I was ripped (high) so uh if ya want peep if not holler bacc


How could I...Why should I....put myself in such despair, if the life I live and the situations around me already seem to be unfair.

The questions you ask me may not have answers for another eternity of years but the reasons that you hurt me are consequences for my fears.

Drowing in what seems to be an ocean of stress and dissapointments, I would'nt complain to not even GOD for I fear he might enjoy this.

Barely above water but you would'nt begin to even understand, when I needed you to be there for me you held bacc your helping hand.

Do unto othersas you wantdone unto yourself so most want to be treated like shyt I say this because I'm treated as such but the hypocrits wont admit it.

I'm barely above water I feel like I cant breathe and the anger is choking me out, I'm screaming, kicking, and crying again but no one can hear me shout.

A picture is worth a thousand words while mine is worth a million, I can't explain why I say these things or why I even have these feelings.

My dreams have turned to nightmares that wake me up in cold sweats, I'm 16 years old and these things are frequent so tell me why I should'nt feel threatened.

But in the end I wake up so that's a blessing a little bit larger, but it does'nt even matter when I close my eyes cause I'm still BARELY ABOVE WATER.

thoughts please *~Holler~*