Love has to leave me,
I ask why and she answers,
I crossed a line by loving her...
she has to leave cause whenever the line was crossed before
she didn't like it..or want it..or deserve it...
and it taught her what love was and not what love is...
so even if she was to love me I couldn't be confident it was real,
and I can't Imagine such silent torture,
being forced to be loved, she told herself violence wasn't love,
but than a voice in her head said love hurts.
And it hurt her so bad that it stole her ability to scream,
but gave her no reason to ever want help or love again.
I love this girl so much,
if only I could just go back in time,
and......
tell her I never loved her, than I would still love her, but at the same time she wouldn't have to leave me because
she thinks i loved her in the way that she knows love,
because she doesn't know what love really is.

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