My perspective's changed, I let the game wash over me
Please don't forget my name when I'm too old to breathe
I've seen mothers and lovers alike lose their futures
So I grew from my ignorance and moved a little smoother
Remember when I was silent, could't even be with you on the phone
Remember when I was violent, then I'd just leave you all alone
Lust for other girls skin was abundant, so I didn't even try to see you
Then I realized I had to shut it 'cause my third eye was evil
Sooner or later it's fate that people change but only if they want to
Human nature makes it easy for us to sin but the regrets'll haunt you
I can breathe now, my head stays in a book, for knowledge itself...
Is a blessing and I got angels looking over me so you can say im draped in hallowing help
I'd ignore the wealth , if I had it, 'cause the material world is a lie
And I had to switch it up, 'cause I could'nt live the same and still look in my girls eyes
And it was her I changed for, 'cause I couldn't see her if my life is a blurr
And in a special way she saved me, so in reality I owe my life to her
So there's no longer and option, I often pondered why she stayed when I lied
Surprised, then I realized, luckily I must have fate on my side
So never again will I slip up, I can't afford it due to the cost
'Cause when you were gone I realized...if I lose you I'm lost

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