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My Teenage Eyes
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Perspectives of my lifes emotions constantly denied to believe
Declare everything normal as I choke everytime I try to breath From heart felt memeries of the past now the devils my friend I turn my head to my pillow to pray to the lord for help again Comfort me..because..i'm going to be absolutly honest now These are my true..emotions..listen.. as I try to calm down Constantly trying to fit in with a crowd attempt a regular smile Say something rediculous as usual another case on my trial Act hyper..if i wasn't chrostaphibic..Basically I hide my identity How does a kid who hides in shadows have so many enimies I try to understand put these horrors in the back of my mind Attempt a new day with a new sun but days seem to rewind Hit replay another preview no commercials for hope or trust Pretend i'm special..but dam..I know i'm another piece of dust Images of a best friends support unlikely vital attempts..abort I'm reachin out my hand right beside you I still end up short A regular bases I clown myself I hate the person in the mirrow No friends or lovers just a river flowen thats dirty. It's unclear Restricted from guidness so I ask my self these questions Who am I? Why's the devil on my shoulders? A life lesson? Nobody really knows councillers don't help a waiste of time Longin to be a somebody..but what's out there for the blind? Regular routine of pitty with a rainbow above from my tears But these tears aren't skiddles there to let out my lonely fears Obscene emotions to the society that surrounds my actions Doesn't enforce friendship..hell..only participated attraction Leaving me left cold I feel devistated but to who do I explain My every tear, envy, wish hope, ounce of adapted pain..who.. When nothings what you see or what you see is nothing..true? I'll touch bases on all my lost smiles fired onta another face Where a frown was suppose tobe neglected but took its place Heart pumps slow for the blood is leaking out of the skin tissue Propably wont live tobe old concious says who gunna miss you So I concentrate on whats good but it leaves a blank page Against evil loves a puberty issue..it's just another stage That lasts when your asleep until dreams evolve spirites Chases cupid out of my destiny a mans supose tobe fearless Unprotected soul lost in the fog of a acid dynasty to erupt I'll have another day to deny myself..but enough is enough Taking issues as they came isn't resolving anything at any rate Lost child who's birthed with a mom on the pill..a true mistake Lifes full of regrets don't take sympathy as it comes I learned Gave advice in the past..now the tables irationaly turned Physically lookin at M-J you wouldn't see any differance of me Hated now..tragic..I listen to the words in the past for theropy Character trade off..love for hate..hate for love..it's retarded Ask another question..if lifes torture..why even let it be started Life isn't all fun and games Life's a game and it isn't amusing Strings break examples of hate are all around you blooming But the peddles of a flower unwatered are still worth reading Still worthy of a fresh bucket of water to continue breathing I'll attack my life painting with a brush built for a storm.. take what is truthfully mine.. Even though hell was where I was born... Paralized hate for 16 years I see clear the depths of demies stabilized the hate.. To let loose..create a heavon for my teenage eyes... Replied To: Phrantik, Dr. Gonzo Cinderalla
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Open Mics The Weathers Art http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/showthread.php?t=108673 My Teenage Eyes http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/sho...threadid=104850 Secluded http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/sho...851#post1148851 Open Your Eyes http://www.rapbattles.com/forum/sho...461#post1157461 |
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