Knee Deep

Was deranged as a child, expections werent high
Living on the cold streets, man its hard to get by
Crack addict living alone, practically in a trash can
Some knew me as the dealer, others as sebastian
Subtely laying low, there is a warrant for my arrest
Got my coke all set, ready to distrbute to the rest
Pondering of my life, how I quickly chose my paths
Neva went to school, Didnt graduate with my class
Broken down bum livin the life everyone despises
Standin alone on the corner, as a customer arises
Lookin suspicious, as I ask him if he's with the cops
Scorns me with his eyes,"I can assure that I'm not"
So I fork the coke over, As he hands over 5 Lincolns
Convinced he was a cop, fuck what was I thinking
Counting my profit as I swiftly walk down the road
"Im witht he police, your underarrest for selling coke"
Astonished of what is happening, drop the coke n run
Went from making money, to being a suspect # one
Dropped from behind, cuffs ruffly placed on my wrist
Being read my rights, the 5-0 played this out slick
Sentenced 40 years to life, in the state penitentary
First time ive been caught, starting in elementary
Was free ballin my life, livin life day by day yo
Now im in this shit KNEE DEEP for sellin that yayo
My parents informed of this, they shed not 1 tear
Visits not expected, after 4 months that was clear
Late at night I think, then I slowly began to weep
Not noticed by the people, not they got me Knee deep