Everytime i look at your picture my eyes starts to get watery
Ever since your funereal this emotional havoc flow's in me
You was like a father to me, why did god called you up?
From the moment you stopped breathing, i started to bust
My tears started leaking, as your hand slipped thru my fingers
My screams echoed thru the hall ways the sounds linger
MY mother walked in, with hands over her mouth, she was shocked
she looked at the heart monitor, knowing it has stopped
Ever since Man i'm telling you your death tooked a toll in my life
I couldnt eat for days, i was in a dark phase, i couldnt see the light
Everyone say "life will go on", but damn that aint happening with me
Your death was like a brick wall, it shooked me from reality
I couldnt face the facts that you was gone, living 6ft under
Just watching the casket go down made my heart clumber
My past damn is still hunting me, the wounds won't heal
Why today your image of you shows up in my head still
Please kill me now so this emotional havoc can disappear
please god bring me to him, so i can release my fears
If you dont, then i must direct myself to the barriel commit suicide
My past will forever hunt me inside, Damn too many bloods in my eyes