I’m uncomfortable in my own body,.. being forced out by my mind
I’m alone in my own existence, an entity lost in a world that’s blind
I keep having flashbacks,,,.. when I think back I can’t make head or tail
I have spells of short term amnesia, where I can never remember my trail
I Woke up last night in a hot sweat, the nightmares grow more intense
The burden of my nightmares seem to overpowering on my bodies sense
The weight is unbearable, the manifestations keep seeming so real
How can my mind conjure up something my body can really feel
The pieces are finally falling into place,,.. I’m stating to comprehend
I created a slip personality so the real me can no longer act or pretend
We share the same body, this is the reason I keep having blackouts
The nightmares wasn’t dreams this is the reason I need to breakout
The civil war of my mind has started their is no way I’m going to win
My names no longer Chris, you people better start calling me little Tim