If I get tried physically I won't hold back, life sucks my moments never been kodak. I'd give anything I had just to go back, which isn't so life would have to be grateful. I spits what's on my mind, don't care if it's tasteful. Most people's feelings towards me are hateful. I stay true to mean streak and remain faithful, to this bastardly thing, i'm never ever going to change. I'm use to this lifestyle, i'm past being ashamed. Even if I seem nice i'm really mentally deranged. Everything good in life I been deprived, true happiness in me has never been revived. Only thing decent left in me humor, so much pain in my head i'm surprised I have no tumors.

Oh oh, I see a that look in your eyes, is that favorite, potatoes, sour cream w/ chives along with a tenderloin extra tenderized. You start eat w/ your hands, forget the knives, keep eating like that you'll be oversized. Staring in the mirror like who the hell am I. You stuff your face to void the empty feeling inside. So embarrassed you don't even go outside, you stuck in the same bed you usually at nights.